phase one lj deteriation
I'm up at 10 am. I woke up at 8 to pee and then I've been laying in bed reading since. I could have went to breakfast with heather and her friends but I told her no last night thinking I wouldn't be up. Then when I woke up I didn't think I would stay up til 1. Which is when it ends. oy. Next time I can go . : )
This week my baby is the size of an avocado and is going to double in size. that is insane!
Chris and I chatted. He is supposed to come visit on the 23rd. I'm totally weirded out about seeing him? lol. Idk why. Well besides the fact I look like shit. I'm carrying his child and haven't seen him in a few months? I wonder if I will be showing more then? I find out the gender on the 18th. : ) I was thinking girl the first trimester and now boy. But really I have no idea.
Girl names I like : Marisol _ Joni_ Billie_ Alice_Celestine
Boy names I like: Trent(on)_ Travis_ Hunter_ Ryan_ Joe
Fun stuff.
Wow I feel all weird from being awake right now. I totally didn't take my vitamin last night. I moved them into the kitchen so they are right there. Because they were by my bed and I'd have to run downstairs to swallow one. But now that they are right in the kitchen where I should remember them I don't. It should be fine I just take one tomorrow. I'm still on my first bottle of three. It's just insane. I'm almost half way through this.
I'm off work this weekend. It hasn't been too bad there. I have yet to tell them about my pregnancy. I have a hard time saying out loud that I'm pregnant. Plus my superiors don't respect me which makes me not trust them. Why tell people you don't trust about your baby? Ya know. If they already disrespect me won't they more so now? I guess I just feel they will judge me and I don't need that. I got it enough from my ex boyfriends.
I know it's early but I'm starting to get excited about a baby shower. : ) Granted I'm broke but hey I can make the food myself and print off games to play from online. It will be spring when that's going on so it's all good.
The cat box smells. My mom noticed it last night and told me but didn't clean it. I told her I'd clean it if I could. I was good at keeping up on it when I could do it. Knowing my brain I automatically assume since the cat box is right by the computer desk that she purposely didn't clean it so that I wouldn't want to use the computer. Since she hates me using her computer.
I tried to fix my computer last night but it won't reconnect to the internet and I'm not educated enough in that field to fix it. Plus once I get it online I have to find a spyware program that will actually work so that I can get the trojans off my computer. Fun fun!
Time for me to b.s. on facebook and then probably go back to bed. I REALLY WANT TO SEE AVATAR!
This week my baby is the size of an avocado and is going to double in size. that is insane!
Chris and I chatted. He is supposed to come visit on the 23rd. I'm totally weirded out about seeing him? lol. Idk why. Well besides the fact I look like shit. I'm carrying his child and haven't seen him in a few months? I wonder if I will be showing more then? I find out the gender on the 18th. : ) I was thinking girl the first trimester and now boy. But really I have no idea.
Girl names I like : Marisol _ Joni_ Billie_ Alice_Celestine
Boy names I like: Trent(on)_ Travis_ Hunter_ Ryan_ Joe
Fun stuff.
Wow I feel all weird from being awake right now. I totally didn't take my vitamin last night. I moved them into the kitchen so they are right there. Because they were by my bed and I'd have to run downstairs to swallow one. But now that they are right in the kitchen where I should remember them I don't. It should be fine I just take one tomorrow. I'm still on my first bottle of three. It's just insane. I'm almost half way through this.
I'm off work this weekend. It hasn't been too bad there. I have yet to tell them about my pregnancy. I have a hard time saying out loud that I'm pregnant. Plus my superiors don't respect me which makes me not trust them. Why tell people you don't trust about your baby? Ya know. If they already disrespect me won't they more so now? I guess I just feel they will judge me and I don't need that. I got it enough from my ex boyfriends.
I know it's early but I'm starting to get excited about a baby shower. : ) Granted I'm broke but hey I can make the food myself and print off games to play from online. It will be spring when that's going on so it's all good.
The cat box smells. My mom noticed it last night and told me but didn't clean it. I told her I'd clean it if I could. I was good at keeping up on it when I could do it. Knowing my brain I automatically assume since the cat box is right by the computer desk that she purposely didn't clean it so that I wouldn't want to use the computer. Since she hates me using her computer.
I tried to fix my computer last night but it won't reconnect to the internet and I'm not educated enough in that field to fix it. Plus once I get it online I have to find a spyware program that will actually work so that I can get the trojans off my computer. Fun fun!
Time for me to b.s. on facebook and then probably go back to bed. I REALLY WANT TO SEE AVATAR!