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I'm getting this really horrible vibe from a handful of friends. I keep feeling that they don't appreciate me like I appreciate them. I always seem to put this huge amount of effort into a friendship, but then realize that it's me doing all the work. I'm the better friend almost always. Can't we just be equal. Sure I have amazing friends who treat me the way I treat them, but then I have this handful of friends who just grrr... don't care. Maybe it's because some of these friends are boys. Maybe not. I don't know. I'm just kind of fed up with giving, and not getting. Maybe I'm a greedy bitch. No, that's not it. Who knows. I should shut up though.