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Driving home with Tim, Dan, and Michele, I began to really think. I thought about how my VERY best friends haven't had much to do with me this summer. We are extremely different peoplethese days, with the exception of Keeli sometimes, and Jessica always being just like me. It's not necessarily in a bad way, just in a most awkward way. A feeling I hate. Every summer is like this. I go to shows and coffee, or watch movies and drive around aimlessly. They party and shop. I don't know. There is always so much time to get together, but nobody makes an honest effort. I feel bad because Kee and I haven't talked in a week, but are going to NYC in 2 weeks. While I know things will never be "un-best friend-like" with us, I still feel bad. It is kind of ironic that I was thinking about this before I came home and on to the internet. All my girls' away messages read "out for the night/out to dinner with the girls." OUCH. I didn't even know about this. I have a really yucky feeling in my stomach. This sucks.
I made Tim drive passed some place tonight. It was somehow very reassuring. Thanks, I really needed to be around there.
I made Tim drive passed some place tonight. It was somehow very reassuring. Thanks, I really needed to be around there.