Apr 18, 2008 13:16
Demyx had never really paid much attention to the date. It had completely escaped his notice, until Kerrigan had mentioned that it had been the next-to-last class this week.
Graduation was creeping up quicker than he could have ever imagined. And after graduation...then what?
The blond Nobody freely admitted to himself that he was absolutely, completely terrified of graduation. Being dead in his own world, the future outside of Fandom was nebulous at best - nonexistant at worst.
And, Demyx realized, he wanted to exist.
To enforce the fact that he was here and he was alive (sort of!), he had turned up the stereo and was spazdancing with reckless abandon. He couldn't stop the flow of time, but he could ignore it and pretend it didn't exist!
(door and post open!)
517,
i dont want to disappear!,
spazdancing ftw