Angry.
Does anyone have a punching bag? I really need to beat something up.
I've been so fucking mad and tense since saturday. The trip sucked, pretty much... Let's just say that A's fans are total shitwads (except Christine and Ryan.) Chris got trash thrown on him, and of fucking 33,000 people there we had to see the one person that makes me want go psychobitch/crazy eyes/fuck shit up/about to get arrested. How does that happen???? I don't get it! Also, not only did the Sox lose but Manny didn't play. WTF?
I am really starting to blame this on the loss of my eye bracelet that keeps drama away. Since I've lost it, my grandma died, my mom is sad, and then the shitty fucking Oakland trip. Well, okay, so it wasn't all that shitty we had fun with our friends and I took them to HOUSE OF PIZZA (aka the best pizza in the world.) For once, I didn't let my shittiness ruin it for everyone else. But goddamn, I was 2 seconds from knocking some teeth out for no simple good reason other than being able to.
I can't believe that I am still so angry over this. I just need to be zen, but I don't think I will ever be over or zen about this.
fucking, pretty much.
-Y.
I've been so fucking mad and tense since saturday. The trip sucked, pretty much... Let's just say that A's fans are total shitwads (except Christine and Ryan.) Chris got trash thrown on him, and of fucking 33,000 people there we had to see the one person that makes me want go psychobitch/crazy eyes/fuck shit up/about to get arrested. How does that happen???? I don't get it! Also, not only did the Sox lose but Manny didn't play. WTF?
I am really starting to blame this on the loss of my eye bracelet that keeps drama away. Since I've lost it, my grandma died, my mom is sad, and then the shitty fucking Oakland trip. Well, okay, so it wasn't all that shitty we had fun with our friends and I took them to HOUSE OF PIZZA (aka the best pizza in the world.) For once, I didn't let my shittiness ruin it for everyone else. But goddamn, I was 2 seconds from knocking some teeth out for no simple good reason other than being able to.
I can't believe that I am still so angry over this. I just need to be zen, but I don't think I will ever be over or zen about this.
fucking, pretty much.
-Y.