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hey everyone
Well i HAVE to update about this whole "people understanding summer break up thing"
I disagree when people say stuff when they have never been in the situation. "sry to aim this at u brooke, but ur a perfect example"
Like the summer
i have so much shit going on:
::Cheer Tryouts::
::Cheer Camp::
::Cheer Practice 3 times a week::
::Ceder Point::
::Warped Tour::
::Brooke Burzynski's cabin::
::most likely going upnorth with paige sometime::
::and lots of other concerts and stuff cuz my mom pormised to take me to more concerts::
and yeah, it will be very hard for me to have a boyfriend this summer or even keep one. I wish i could make thing inbetween me and Matt work. I wish i could. But not now. Not during the summer...
And i think everyone thinks i dont like him...GOD~ i like matthew leppek so0o0o0o0o much!!! I really do!
Annnnnd i bet ur like "Well then why'd u break up with him?!?!?"
Annnnd my answer is simple.. Me being me, haveing made stupid choices in the past that have hurt my past boyfriends and stuff. I just can't do that to matt. I just cant... And i wouldnt want that done to me. So instead of having a boyfriend, and having the chance of hurting him and our relationship,. i just think its better to take a break, and pick up next year, and if we really like we each other, it was meant to happen. But if we both lose interest. Then it wouldnt have lasted anyway.
Not to jump down anyones throat. But i like matt. and just because we're not together, does not give u permission to go work whatever "magic" you have on him, since me liking him still and me being his ex girlfriend i think its only right if u talkt o me before u work any of ur "magic" and i am most positive that it wont be alrite... at least notwith me...
yeah i like thid picture, even tho we BOTH look sick and tirid. But that party was fun.
Why do i do this to myself.?
::sigh::
yeah this update hurt
<33 jenny
Well i HAVE to update about this whole "people understanding summer break up thing"
I disagree when people say stuff when they have never been in the situation. "sry to aim this at u brooke, but ur a perfect example"
Like the summer
i have so much shit going on:
::Cheer Tryouts::
::Cheer Camp::
::Cheer Practice 3 times a week::
::Ceder Point::
::Warped Tour::
::Brooke Burzynski's cabin::
::most likely going upnorth with paige sometime::
::and lots of other concerts and stuff cuz my mom pormised to take me to more concerts::
and yeah, it will be very hard for me to have a boyfriend this summer or even keep one. I wish i could make thing inbetween me and Matt work. I wish i could. But not now. Not during the summer...
And i think everyone thinks i dont like him...GOD~ i like matthew leppek so0o0o0o0o much!!! I really do!
Annnnnd i bet ur like "Well then why'd u break up with him?!?!?"
Annnnd my answer is simple.. Me being me, haveing made stupid choices in the past that have hurt my past boyfriends and stuff. I just can't do that to matt. I just cant... And i wouldnt want that done to me. So instead of having a boyfriend, and having the chance of hurting him and our relationship,. i just think its better to take a break, and pick up next year, and if we really like we each other, it was meant to happen. But if we both lose interest. Then it wouldnt have lasted anyway.
Not to jump down anyones throat. But i like matt. and just because we're not together, does not give u permission to go work whatever "magic" you have on him, since me liking him still and me being his ex girlfriend i think its only right if u talkt o me before u work any of ur "magic" and i am most positive that it wont be alrite... at least notwith me...
yeah i like thid picture, even tho we BOTH look sick and tirid. But that party was fun.
Why do i do this to myself.?
::sigh::
yeah this update hurt
<33 jenny