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hey everyone..
ok new layout :-) again.... lol and i finally got my header thingy to work! yes!
as u all already probably know i broke up with matt...
I bet ur like : *^$!?!¿
yeah well let me explain what's really going on...and people get the story straight
first, its because of this summer, I'm am doing alot this summer and alot coming up. And i wont have time for a boyfriend and I dont want to make a stupid decision and end up hurting matt...I like matt ALOT but i have a feeling he thinks i dont. But i do, alot alot alot. I've nevr been happier. But i'm thinking on the behalf of his feelings, and if we would have started going out earleir i nthe year and not right before summer, it would have been differnt, alot differnt. Now since we are earlier in the relationship, i think it will be easier to detach and star tagain during freshman year...if he doesn't already hate me. I want him to know that i still like him. But the timing in this relationship is oh so wrong. Damn summer. ::hmmmpff:
And taylor agrees that i made the right decision. And i love her for that! Thanks babe Ilu!
If ur wondering, ya i was crying...yeah i look terrible, admit it....but ::sighs:: it was for the best, for him
<333 jen
ok new layout :-) again.... lol and i finally got my header thingy to work! yes!
as u all already probably know i broke up with matt...
I bet ur like : *^$!?!¿
yeah well let me explain what's really going on...and people get the story straight
first, its because of this summer, I'm am doing alot this summer and alot coming up. And i wont have time for a boyfriend and I dont want to make a stupid decision and end up hurting matt...I like matt ALOT but i have a feeling he thinks i dont. But i do, alot alot alot. I've nevr been happier. But i'm thinking on the behalf of his feelings, and if we would have started going out earleir i nthe year and not right before summer, it would have been differnt, alot differnt. Now since we are earlier in the relationship, i think it will be easier to detach and star tagain during freshman year...if he doesn't already hate me. I want him to know that i still like him. But the timing in this relationship is oh so wrong. Damn summer. ::hmmmpff:
And taylor agrees that i made the right decision. And i love her for that! Thanks babe Ilu!
If ur wondering, ya i was crying...yeah i look terrible, admit it....but ::sighs:: it was for the best, for him
<333 jen