the night in flashes
Carol wanted asparagus and Julie wanted broccoli and Larry wanted zuccini and squash
Larry made me help him cook food
Larry let me pick out the wine for everyone
Carol was mad at Larry for yelling at her because she cut the scallops into thirds
dinner was good and Kelsey came
We snuck outside to be on the deck
I was able to step away from myself
I caught myself in the midst of being stupid and idealistic
I felt sick
I sat on the edge of the deck and tried to throw up
I hate throwing up and I couldn't do it.
I laid in the grass
The grass felt good
until kelsey jumped on my back
I sat outside of the shed
I called Ann
I fell asleep and Julie and Kelsey woke me up at 3am giggling
I felt like a hibernating bear who had been disturbed
This morning when I got home my cute neighbor was in his front yard
I pretended not to see him so I wouldn't stare at him
Larry made me help him cook food
Larry let me pick out the wine for everyone
Carol was mad at Larry for yelling at her because she cut the scallops into thirds
dinner was good and Kelsey came
We snuck outside to be on the deck
I was able to step away from myself
I caught myself in the midst of being stupid and idealistic
I felt sick
I sat on the edge of the deck and tried to throw up
I hate throwing up and I couldn't do it.
I laid in the grass
The grass felt good
until kelsey jumped on my back
I sat outside of the shed
I called Ann
I fell asleep and Julie and Kelsey woke me up at 3am giggling
I felt like a hibernating bear who had been disturbed
This morning when I got home my cute neighbor was in his front yard
I pretended not to see him so I wouldn't stare at him