hOlY mOnKeY
well im back...its been a couple of days and everything has been ok. well not really. first of all my grandfather past away last night. i wasnt very close to him but he was still my grand father.another thing that has me a bit on the down side is that the girl i happen to like is still undecided on whether she wants to be with me. yet again i ususally dont wait for people but theres just something about this one that i cant just let go. i feel like she might be losing it for me. i dont know what to do. i try to talk to her about how she feels and the conversation always gets changed right away. i really wish that she can just break my heart or make me the happiest man in the world already because this awkard time is whats killing me the most. not knowing if she wants to be with me is what scares me the most. well thats enough drama for now. ill be back later! peace fuckers!