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well i really wasnt going to write in here today but oh well here goes. today was a good day. just chillin. 2 of my teachers were goneand i havent done much. and then theres practice. thats when shit hit the fan. i feel like im pulling the band all over the place. nobody is caring or giving a crap and this is my last year so im gonna care and its almost done so people need to start caring soon because i want to own at hialeah. well...then there was a perfect late afternoon and then i got home and got online. now why did i do that? well i thought everything was good but i found out some things that i was trying to disregard. i was tring to look over something to try and make myself happy. but i guess it didnt happen.it came back to haunt me. im in a very uncomfortable situation and really wish i knew what to do but for the first time the advice giver is needing advice and cant find it.well for the first time i have spent lots of times stressing a girl and it might just turn around and kick me in the ass. well i have too much going on in my head so im leaving it there for now. if i can ill come back and try to finish but all these emotions and thoughts are running through my head and its not letting me think straight. later fuckers!