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Jul 11, 2008 19:05

"It's not life threatening - Back off." She says to me.

"But it will kill you slowly if you let yourself sink in again." I say.

"But I don't know that yet. I've blocked that part out." She says.

"It will isolate you and rob you from feeling pleasure." I say.

"But I can't feel that anyways. All I can feel is pain." She says.

And I see her so broken and fragmented. I can look in on her, but I can not make her feel logic. She only knows she feels no gain in not doing it. She does not yet know the loss she will feel from doing it. Blinded by the false promise of something. I know she will take that road again and I hurt for her since she has no feelings of her own anymore.
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