long time no...write?
true story
school is so over and it is great, but that means I have to be a senior and move out of the house in a year and actually be accountable for myself. I just can't help but look back to freshman year and remember how cool the seniors were, and how little time that was ago that i was a freshman. now i have to be cool (and I wouldn't say that I actually am really), and i have to decide on a college that i want to go to, and i am so afraid of choosing the wrong one. At least i know what i want to study, but it is so competitive, and I am so afraid of next year sucking b/c i loaded myself up with too much. I am taking more AP classes than last year, need to get volunteer hours, practice my ass off b/c i will have 50 trillion auditions b/c i can't make up my damn mind, probably get a job b/c i will have no money in college, and do the other normal stuff i did this year. That doesnt seem like a lot for some people but i am generally lazy and have been pretty much forever...sooo...i guess that has to change...and pretty fast. ugh
end of rant
The end of the year was decent i presume...i am sort of been getting less tolerant lately...and sort of distant and bitter...not sure why.
in other news I think boys are cute, I am still a ridiculous musical dork, and am looking forward to LSM more than ever
what else is new?
school is so over and it is great, but that means I have to be a senior and move out of the house in a year and actually be accountable for myself. I just can't help but look back to freshman year and remember how cool the seniors were, and how little time that was ago that i was a freshman. now i have to be cool (and I wouldn't say that I actually am really), and i have to decide on a college that i want to go to, and i am so afraid of choosing the wrong one. At least i know what i want to study, but it is so competitive, and I am so afraid of next year sucking b/c i loaded myself up with too much. I am taking more AP classes than last year, need to get volunteer hours, practice my ass off b/c i will have 50 trillion auditions b/c i can't make up my damn mind, probably get a job b/c i will have no money in college, and do the other normal stuff i did this year. That doesnt seem like a lot for some people but i am generally lazy and have been pretty much forever...sooo...i guess that has to change...and pretty fast. ugh
end of rant
The end of the year was decent i presume...i am sort of been getting less tolerant lately...and sort of distant and bitter...not sure why.
in other news I think boys are cute, I am still a ridiculous musical dork, and am looking forward to LSM more than ever
what else is new?