success
After a rough 6 months or so I think i have finally got it in control
good music= life...as in the Chronicles of Narnia Soundtrack
and also riding my bike at sunset...mmm while listeing to the Soundtrack...mmm
and also staying home alone on Valentines Day and watching cute sappy movies (A Cinderella Story) and enjoying myself
and then practicing and actually enjoying it while playing some more good music Scheherezade by Rimsky-Korsakov
and actually getting an 87 in a class that I only made a C in last semester
and getting compliments in lessons because i practice
practicing for an hour without realizing how long it has been
and puppies that come over for a weekend and lick you and get really excited when you get home
and getting compliments on my essays in English
and walking by 3 random guys at Centennial High School that told me I was cute as i walked away...tehe
and enjoying being single sometimes because everything is going well when I am alone
not feeling sorry for myself anymore and actually doing work
not caring so much about what people think
playing piano more again
Constantly verifying my choice of college major is correct and pretty much deciding to go to FSU because i know it will most likely be the exactly perfect place for me
Now having more good days than not for the 1st time in a long while :)
It feels great
good music= life...as in the Chronicles of Narnia Soundtrack
and also riding my bike at sunset...mmm while listeing to the Soundtrack...mmm
and also staying home alone on Valentines Day and watching cute sappy movies (A Cinderella Story) and enjoying myself
and then practicing and actually enjoying it while playing some more good music Scheherezade by Rimsky-Korsakov
and actually getting an 87 in a class that I only made a C in last semester
and getting compliments in lessons because i practice
practicing for an hour without realizing how long it has been
and puppies that come over for a weekend and lick you and get really excited when you get home
and getting compliments on my essays in English
and walking by 3 random guys at Centennial High School that told me I was cute as i walked away...tehe
and enjoying being single sometimes because everything is going well when I am alone
not feeling sorry for myself anymore and actually doing work
not caring so much about what people think
playing piano more again
Constantly verifying my choice of college major is correct and pretty much deciding to go to FSU because i know it will most likely be the exactly perfect place for me
Now having more good days than not for the 1st time in a long while :)
It feels great