The Twenty-Eight day of August
Well I'm holding on to my promise of writing here (almost) everyday. I
probably wont write here everyday because...I forget! But I'll do my
best to do it!
August 26th, 2005
Well we're in Julie's apartment now. Its not too bad, I'm sleeping on an airbed haha. Hmm just dont lie in one spot for too long because then you start to sink and can feel the ground. Funny thing: I travel for 4 months and I come back with two bags and two handbaggage things and Jules shops for two days and has more stuff than me :p I cooked rice for the first time in my life :p Its not that bad!! Parents are shocked that we're surviving and eating well too! We moved in here around 2.30-3 pm, hung around and went to the SUB for dinner. Got a slice of pizza, Canada Dry and a pack of Lays. We're back into the ordering the same dinner again!!! Then we went to watch Monster In Law. That's a good movie, even though it has J. Lo in it. They focus just enough on her to make her part of the film, but its Jane Fonda who's in the spotlight and she's brilliant. A bit crazy, but brilliant. I bought some of those Laces things and now my jaw hurts from eating them :( Half of them are still lying on the countertop.
August 27th, 2005
This was a NICE day! Except the fact that I was up by 7 am. I sat around on the computer for a few hours in the morning because Julie was still sleeping and I didnt want to wake her up. Later on, we ate breakfast and packed up a sandwich and juice box each and took off downtown. We were on the way to the bank but that was closed so boo. So we went down to English Bay Beach and sat on the rocks and watched student yatchers and a bunch of kayakers. Then we walked up along Denman and got some coffee and caught a bus up the hill...we were too lazy to go up :p.
Watched The Brothers Grimm! I love it!! Its spooky though, not a kid's movie. Unless kids these days are weird..which they are. Hmm. Anyways! Heath Ledger was very very very good. Definitely the most lovable Grimm! And it had that crazy Russian astronaut guy from Armaggedon!!
The worst thing about today was that Ed fought with me again. I'm too tired to go into detail over it but that put a damper on the rest of the day. Sometimes I just wish he'd try to listen to me instead of blowing his cool. I know it costs him a huuuuuuge amount of money to come and see me but right now, he's the only one who can do that. There's no way I could, right now. I'm trying for next summer but its hard and I'd have to convince my parents (who are convinced that England's too tense to visit right now)and oh, get the money! If he'd think about skipping a week/10 days of classes at the beginning of term when nothing's happening (I'd do the same), then we'd be fine but...*shrugs* I just miss him so much and I'm all alone here and its so hard. I love him and I will do my best to make this relationship work, but if I cant see him at least once a year, I cant do it. And all he's doing is jumping down my throat whenever I say something. *sigh* Feeling really miserable right now and I dont want to start crying in front of Julie but its so close that it sucks. And there's no where I can go to feel better. Sometimes, I think that I'll never be not alone. Because there's never anyone with me, its just me. And even though I say I have to get used to it, I cant. It just tears me up inside. Its hard being alone.
August 26th, 2005
Well we're in Julie's apartment now. Its not too bad, I'm sleeping on an airbed haha. Hmm just dont lie in one spot for too long because then you start to sink and can feel the ground. Funny thing: I travel for 4 months and I come back with two bags and two handbaggage things and Jules shops for two days and has more stuff than me :p I cooked rice for the first time in my life :p Its not that bad!! Parents are shocked that we're surviving and eating well too! We moved in here around 2.30-3 pm, hung around and went to the SUB for dinner. Got a slice of pizza, Canada Dry and a pack of Lays. We're back into the ordering the same dinner again!!! Then we went to watch Monster In Law. That's a good movie, even though it has J. Lo in it. They focus just enough on her to make her part of the film, but its Jane Fonda who's in the spotlight and she's brilliant. A bit crazy, but brilliant. I bought some of those Laces things and now my jaw hurts from eating them :( Half of them are still lying on the countertop.
August 27th, 2005
This was a NICE day! Except the fact that I was up by 7 am. I sat around on the computer for a few hours in the morning because Julie was still sleeping and I didnt want to wake her up. Later on, we ate breakfast and packed up a sandwich and juice box each and took off downtown. We were on the way to the bank but that was closed so boo. So we went down to English Bay Beach and sat on the rocks and watched student yatchers and a bunch of kayakers. Then we walked up along Denman and got some coffee and caught a bus up the hill...we were too lazy to go up :p.
Watched The Brothers Grimm! I love it!! Its spooky though, not a kid's movie. Unless kids these days are weird..which they are. Hmm. Anyways! Heath Ledger was very very very good. Definitely the most lovable Grimm! And it had that crazy Russian astronaut guy from Armaggedon!!
The worst thing about today was that Ed fought with me again. I'm too tired to go into detail over it but that put a damper on the rest of the day. Sometimes I just wish he'd try to listen to me instead of blowing his cool. I know it costs him a huuuuuuge amount of money to come and see me but right now, he's the only one who can do that. There's no way I could, right now. I'm trying for next summer but its hard and I'd have to convince my parents (who are convinced that England's too tense to visit right now)and oh, get the money! If he'd think about skipping a week/10 days of classes at the beginning of term when nothing's happening (I'd do the same), then we'd be fine but...*shrugs* I just miss him so much and I'm all alone here and its so hard. I love him and I will do my best to make this relationship work, but if I cant see him at least once a year, I cant do it. And all he's doing is jumping down my throat whenever I say something. *sigh* Feeling really miserable right now and I dont want to start crying in front of Julie but its so close that it sucks. And there's no where I can go to feel better. Sometimes, I think that I'll never be not alone. Because there's never anyone with me, its just me. And even though I say I have to get used to it, I cant. It just tears me up inside. Its hard being alone.