Aug 26, 2005 07:02
Four months just flew by and I'm back at university. Well I'm 40
minutes away from the university. I'll be back there later on today. It
feels like I've never been away because everything feels the same.
Doesnt feel like 4 months have gone by.
I'm slightly...well more than slightly....homesick and I'm missing my
family. It sucks when everyone is so far away, especially at the
beginning when you're sort of in limbo because you dont have your own
room (not till sept 3rd) and even though I'm staying with a friend, its
not the same. :( Missing home and family so so so so much. It sucks
being so far away from them.
A website said that I should "start a journal" if I'm homesick so I
thought I might as well continue writing in here. I'll try to write
here everyday so I can feel better...but I dont know if I'm feeling any
better. All I think of is that I'm not going to see them for 8 months
and those 8 months havent even started yet! I wish they could fly up
here but its so expensive :( *sigh* Hoping my dad can come later on in
the year....it would be nice to see someone from home even if its just
for a few days. Feel so cut off otherwise.
Airplane food's left me feeling a bit wobbly. Dont know WHAT they put
in it but I always get the worst tummyache after I travel. Bleh!
It feels weird to be back. Its just...weird. Like its not changed but
its not home. Well I wouldnt have a problem if my parents were here.
But they're not :( Boo.
Oh and my lips are terribly chapped for some reason and hurt like blazes!!