Gaah
The world is taking a big dump on my face.
1. My mom falls sick
2. HRG is still a super fucking mystery to me.
3. I don't think we'll get a bonus this year
And to top it all off, Will (yeah, that guy who I stopped being in a relationship with) has just "given up" on me through SMS because I don't reply back and I'm "unreachable."
...
I didn't know I was in relationship with him again. And even if he has expectations of his "friends" being always ready to reply to messages (which in fairness I haven't been able to do the past four days) is a little too stringent on expectations.
...
Or have I really been painfully off-radar to him? Maybe it's a subconscious thing?
Well anyway. If my SMS and Facebook apology isn't enough for him, then that's that. I suppose there's nothing else I can do. The relationship ended a long time ago anyway.
Having said that I AM shocked to get this outburst from someone who wasn't serious and who I ended it with a long time ago. I recognize and appreciate the effort he's been exerting though. To put it simply he's been trying to include me again in his life. Problem is, I've sorta moved on and built my life to exclude him completely (and has been pretty good thus far). To have him suddenly come back (nay, POP back in) and make demands is a little.... disorienting.
And of course he had to do this now when I'm going through all these uncertainties in my life. It hasn't helped that I've become anti-social because of my mom's illness.
Selfish selfish people. He probably misses my company and the sex (eg what i have to give). Never mind the fact I have a personality that comes along with it.
Fucker still hasn't responded. End? Yeah, END.
1. My mom falls sick
2. HRG is still a super fucking mystery to me.
3. I don't think we'll get a bonus this year
And to top it all off, Will (yeah, that guy who I stopped being in a relationship with) has just "given up" on me through SMS because I don't reply back and I'm "unreachable."
...
I didn't know I was in relationship with him again. And even if he has expectations of his "friends" being always ready to reply to messages (which in fairness I haven't been able to do the past four days) is a little too stringent on expectations.
...
Or have I really been painfully off-radar to him? Maybe it's a subconscious thing?
Well anyway. If my SMS and Facebook apology isn't enough for him, then that's that. I suppose there's nothing else I can do. The relationship ended a long time ago anyway.
Having said that I AM shocked to get this outburst from someone who wasn't serious and who I ended it with a long time ago. I recognize and appreciate the effort he's been exerting though. To put it simply he's been trying to include me again in his life. Problem is, I've sorta moved on and built my life to exclude him completely (and has been pretty good thus far). To have him suddenly come back (nay, POP back in) and make demands is a little.... disorienting.
And of course he had to do this now when I'm going through all these uncertainties in my life. It hasn't helped that I've become anti-social because of my mom's illness.
Selfish selfish people. He probably misses my company and the sex (eg what i have to give). Never mind the fact I have a personality that comes along with it.
Fucker still hasn't responded. End? Yeah, END.