i miss you.

Its my fault.
I feel like i shouldnt have seen you.
The whole night i felt like an unwanted
hooker.
Except most guys want the hookers for at least a night.

When i came over, i thought you honestly wanted to see me.
When i left, i knew that my thoughts were wrong.

I have never regretted having sex with you.
ever.
You are the only person i want to be with.
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July 6th, is gonna come upon us fast.

Heard you fought last night?
missed it. again.
wish i woulda known.
I was in town.
oh well.

when are you leaving?
i need to know that.
or maybe i dont.
would you prefer leaving
without saying goodbye?
im not sure i can handle saying goodbye.
not sure i cant handle not saying goodbye either.
i feel screwed either way.
fuckkk.

miss you.

if you love this guy...
&& he says he loves you too,
but everytime you see him
all you do is fuck
and you dont hear back for a week
is that really love?

i really do love him.
&& i think i'll do anything
for him just so he knows
i love him.

damn you liz.

i do not know what to do.
because i have done nothing
yet.
im afraid my heart is still
in your hands.
i think.

i think about you everyday.
i think about everything.
you. me.

when your not around,
my heart finds new ways
to fill the hole.
like with a boy.
a marine actually.
idk what to do.
i still love you?

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i've been super busy.
im sorry.

still kinda hurt
&& dont wanna talk about it.

Im getting along with my life
happily.
finally.

I can tell you're doing the same.

i'm getting crazy money saved up tho.
which is really good for me.
dont bring me down.
i beg of you.

Ok then.

that's all i needed to hear.