i'll know my purpose: this war was worth this

Aug 12, 2008 09:05


It's official, I'm obsessed with Livejournal. I had dream about it last night. D; It was a stupid dream too. I posted something about a TV show, like I do, and people were less then pleased and bitched at me. The wierd thing is that I wasn't upset about it. I'm the kind of person who, at any sign that I might have upset someone, falls over themselves in an attempt to apoligize.

Then I had another dream! I was a busy girl last night. I was at a party. Having a good time and just chilling basically, when I decided I wanted a Xanax. (I don't have any reaction to Xanax, I was kind of wierded out that people regularaly do Zanies at parties because to me, it's just a pill that does nothing. :D) The only person I knew was this guy, we'll call him J. I was sitting on a couch and he was passed out next to me. The guy I was going to get the Xanax from came in the room and told me that it would be $15, which is expensive for one Xanax, that's the price for X actually. I was like "Sure." Then I woke up.

I'm not sure what it says about me that I dream about websites or about drugs that I would never do consciousness. It's funny actually, I'm pretty straight edge for how much bad things I used to do. I guess it's just that it's harder to do bad things up here. Though I will never go around with black x's on the back of my hands, that's tacky and retarded.

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