"I’ve just got to get myself over me."
Instead of watching playoff baseball tonight, LCS at its best, I spent time watching Eternal Sunshine. I was very satisfied with the movie, but if I would've known that I'd be the only one awake when the credits began rolling, I would have declined the invite and just thrown back some brews somewhere that my company was appreciated, not shrugged away. There are a lot of things that no one ever takes advantage of in life, like the ability to spontaneously get up and just rely solely on instinct to take you where the railroad ends or your emotions are at their peak. My brother invited me to Monterrey and some other town in Mexico for the weekend. It would be awesome because I know we'd have a fucking badass time, I know it, yet I would feel really uncomfortable going without any money. Which is the same reason I feel like declining on Jesse's invite to Austin. Money is an object that has unimaginable powers. I wish the damn district would call me already so I could start substituting. I know I shouldn't say this but...fuck. nevermind. Amazing how the Sox have won two straight in extra innings. Even better is how the Astros are one win away from the World Series. I would be totally excited if I saw a Houston-Boston World Series. I have a basketball game at 7:30 in Edinburg and another one at 8:30 in Mission. I will attend the first half of the Edinburg game and then drive to Mission for the entire game over there. Two wins would make me feel really good inside. Isn't that sad? Oh yeah, I saw Dan Vaughn today at Solis Jr. High in Donna. There was a volleyball game that I was at because my friends were officiating and he was getting all into the game. He has a loud and deep voice that was drowning out everyone else in the gym. Speaking of drowning, I don't think I want to swim with you anymore. Your name will be filling my Missed Calls log for a while. I need time to delve a little deeper into what the fuck you're really about or what the fuck you're seeking. I'm not happy right now. In fact, fuck you all. Sale la verga!
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