previously on my mind. year 2007
drunk
11:01pm 27/09/2007
all the seventy degrees of that green bitter swill gushing down my throat. burning my insides.
i absolutely love this game.
mood: drunk
music: тол - самознищення Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link (no subject)
11:19pm 12/09/2007
sometimes it's nice to make plans or promises the fulfillment of which seems - and is - not really neccessary.
it creates a pleasant illusion of freedom when you break such promises or send to hell plans.
mood: cynical Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link it took seven years
09:53pm 23/08/2007
looks like i prattled too much about how only-dependent-on-independence i am o_O i've been smoking since i was 14 and never felt i was addicted - i could live without even thinking of cigarettes for weeks - now i'm 21 and it feels like i've caught it at last... and now i'm really afraid to start that famous*painful*giving-up-smoking campaign - for i already have overweight problem. smoke less -> eat more, that's the sad algorithm... no. no way. i'd better die of cancer than of obesity o_O at least my corpse would look nicer if i do.
mood: uncomfortable Read 2 - Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link (pathologo)anatomy of love
05:15pm 21/08/2007
i'd take the inspiration love gives, but i don't want to stand the pain it uses to bring along. or maybe when inspiration follows pain it's all just about contrast? cause i've never experienced pain following inspiration... the worst thing in the whole ordeal is the fact of love itself being just a sick illusion while pain caused by it is more than real and the fruits of inspiration are written and memorized which proves their being as phenomena belonging to reality. oh, love is surely both divine and devilish tool to play dirty games with human mind... having considered all the pros of being inspired and contras of suffering extra pain in this world of anguish - i'll better keep away from this heart-shaped trap.
mood: thoughtful
music: first session - rainy nights Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link declaration
12:06pm 21/08/2007
i hate the government of this country. especially the one of my city. local authorities think only about how to kiss the asses of their chiefs even more pleasantly. they don't give a fuck about the fact that ppl need something to eat and therefore sometimes need to work illegally. i promise i'll never pay any of the motherfucking taxes. i don't want to be an old piece of shit like those blockheads who attend elections and vote for communists like masochists as if they don't understand what will become of them and their families if the red bastards come to rule this stupid country. i want to live until i feel i'm not young any more and die overdosed. amen.
mood: distressed
music: sopor aeternus - les fleurs de mal
11:01pm 27/09/2007
all the seventy degrees of that green bitter swill gushing down my throat. burning my insides.
i absolutely love this game.
mood: drunk
music: тол - самознищення Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link (no subject)
11:19pm 12/09/2007
sometimes it's nice to make plans or promises the fulfillment of which seems - and is - not really neccessary.
it creates a pleasant illusion of freedom when you break such promises or send to hell plans.
mood: cynical Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link it took seven years
09:53pm 23/08/2007
looks like i prattled too much about how only-dependent-on-independence i am o_O i've been smoking since i was 14 and never felt i was addicted - i could live without even thinking of cigarettes for weeks - now i'm 21 and it feels like i've caught it at last... and now i'm really afraid to start that famous*painful*giving-up-smoking campaign - for i already have overweight problem. smoke less -> eat more, that's the sad algorithm... no. no way. i'd better die of cancer than of obesity o_O at least my corpse would look nicer if i do.
mood: uncomfortable Read 2 - Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link (pathologo)anatomy of love
05:15pm 21/08/2007
i'd take the inspiration love gives, but i don't want to stand the pain it uses to bring along. or maybe when inspiration follows pain it's all just about contrast? cause i've never experienced pain following inspiration... the worst thing in the whole ordeal is the fact of love itself being just a sick illusion while pain caused by it is more than real and the fruits of inspiration are written and memorized which proves their being as phenomena belonging to reality. oh, love is surely both divine and devilish tool to play dirty games with human mind... having considered all the pros of being inspired and contras of suffering extra pain in this world of anguish - i'll better keep away from this heart-shaped trap.
mood: thoughtful
music: first session - rainy nights Post - Add to Memories - Tell a Friend - Track This - Flag - Link declaration
12:06pm 21/08/2007
i hate the government of this country. especially the one of my city. local authorities think only about how to kiss the asses of their chiefs even more pleasantly. they don't give a fuck about the fact that ppl need something to eat and therefore sometimes need to work illegally. i promise i'll never pay any of the motherfucking taxes. i don't want to be an old piece of shit like those blockheads who attend elections and vote for communists like masochists as if they don't understand what will become of them and their families if the red bastards come to rule this stupid country. i want to live until i feel i'm not young any more and die overdosed. amen.
mood: distressed
music: sopor aeternus - les fleurs de mal