it took seven years
looks like i prattled too much about how only-dependent-on-independence i am o_O i've been smoking since i was 14 and never felt i was addicted - i could live without even thinking of cigarettes for weeks - now i'm 21 and it feels like i've caught it at last... and now i'm really afraid to start that famous*painful*giving-up-smoking campaign - for i already have overweight problem. smoke less -> eat more, that's the sad algorithm... no. no way. i'd better die of cancer than of obesity o_O at least my corpse would look nicer if i do.