Nov 08, 2005 16:04
Well time for the refresh of my journal.
In a few weeks now i will journey to lands abroad away from Melbourne. I don't know how long i will be gone for. My first stop is Chile, then on to Argentina, Uruguay, France, Greece, Bulgaria, Malta, England. Once i am an England maybe it's an option to go to more countries around europe as the flights are very cheap from london. I guess that's the advantage of england it's so central globally and easy to get to places.
It's kind of strange in these weeks just before i leave. I have been getting a bit sentimental about things and people i know. I will be away for so long so i guess it may be natural to feel such a way. But at the same time whilst i am getting a bit sad leaving friends and family behind i am also excited and filled with anticipation. My heart was made for exploring the world i think. Ever since i was a kid i've always had that urge to see what is out there. I'm too unsettled if i don't. Other countries in the world and seeing them really makes me tick it's what i want to do most. Think when i get back i'll need to seek a career that involves looking at the world alot.
It will be good to go for myself too. I need to do a bit of soul searching i think. Not that i don't know what i want to do, i mean i have a fair idea, but more so that i need to polish myself up in some regards. Gain that urgency about myself the will to get things done and make things happen. But also where i want to end up in the future. I think this trip will be very important to me as well as extremely enjoyable. It's weird how some people get jealous of me travelling. I know some people who look at me with jealousy and like i don't deserve to go. But there's nothing stopping people from doing what they want in life, only themselves. I always like to think we can do anything if we set our minds to and break beyond restrictions and take the reigns and control our lives and their futures. I wanted to do this, i worked toward it, and now i'm doing it. But sometimes this is what i need to realise to in other areas of life, with certain ambitions. I have a lot of potential to meet and i'm still waiting to get kick started.
Well i am sitting here with a cup of tea it's grey windy and raining outside. The perfect weather to set a thoughtful mood indoors.
Engage deep thought mode and carry on. Engage deepjazz radio and groove on.
peace.
OLE!