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I just reminded myself how much I really do miss him, even if sometimes I dont feel it. things are crashing. mostly me and my spirit. I feel like I have no one. Im alone in this world and I would give any part of me up to feel happy again.

oh John..today is the first day in months that I have cried over you. It feels awful and refreshing all at once. What a combo.