another one bites the dust
today i randomly drove to the cape with my co worker and friend ashley and poland. we were having a great time. one of the best days ive had in a long time. but then i got a phone call...a bad phone call and i felt my heart quicken its beat. i was informed that Gabe Feld passed away this friday april 24th. I made phone calls, informed Kyrstal and we all set out to proove this rumor false. there was just no way. no way. i headed back from the cape and got another phone call. its true. and now im home. at polands waiting for kyrstal to call me and im numb. I just dont know how to feel. I hadn't spoken to Gabe in about two years and we stopped being friends about three years ago. The last time I spoke to him was the day I found out Stephen died.
but its true. and im in shock still so i dont know what to think or feel anymore...
but i have a bunch of memories to live off of who my big brother use to be, and right now they all seem to be flooding back to me. enough to make me smile which helps, because I loved that boy and i had an amazing journey with him. because of him as my best friend he helped shape who i became within myself. I owe him a lot. Despite who he became and why we broke up, he was a great kid and Im going to miss him alot. Ive been missing him for a while now.
Goodbye?
I dont know what to do. I dont want to think anymore.
RIP GABRIEL FELD 4.24.09
but its true. and im in shock still so i dont know what to think or feel anymore...
but i have a bunch of memories to live off of who my big brother use to be, and right now they all seem to be flooding back to me. enough to make me smile which helps, because I loved that boy and i had an amazing journey with him. because of him as my best friend he helped shape who i became within myself. I owe him a lot. Despite who he became and why we broke up, he was a great kid and Im going to miss him alot. Ive been missing him for a while now.
Goodbye?
I dont know what to do. I dont want to think anymore.
RIP GABRIEL FELD 4.24.09