these thoughts always hide but never leave

[eiojads]

I strife in life to live in the world of thought, the higher world, the divine world

world of thought does not have emotions,lust,

but i do desire and i do have emotions,

so i must not desire, i must not have emotions

but to have emotions and to lust is natural for humans

but i dont wish to be human but divine

so i must be alone then

this is logical

and logic is right

and i live to do what is right

if i dont live to do what is right then i am doing wrong

and to be on this world and do only what is wrong truly is the worst sin of all

but what am i then if i am not human

something tells me that i am not post to be alone

but logic points only to this

so there is more to logic, or its just my desires (or ego) fighting to survive

i belive we all live by the same moral laws

so if we all should not have emotions and desires then we will never reproduce

and the human race will not survive

so we need desires and emotions

to survive

but is survival right

is what is best for the universe

if we look at the human footprint apon this world i would say no

but if we all did strive for the divine the "right" then are footprint would be differnt

and why would it be right to destroy that which is right

(if your still reading this and not lost yet thank you and im sorry )

well least i know one thing

the planes of thoughts are lonely walk