update 2

[eiojads]

i thought i should also include all the other thoughts in my head like i feel completly usuless and ugly how the two most important people in my life or they were i feel hate me and dont even want to see me, how i fear that im loosing a fire inside of me how i feel like im annoying eveyone and im fucking it all up the ass, im sorry this is not my

Comments

[joonbuug]

don't miss anyone cause i'm here

[joonbuug]

there is this song lyric by they might be giants and it goes...

"no one in the world ever gets what they want and that is beautiful.
everybody dies frustrated and sad and that is beautiful..."

and i agree and disagree all at the same time.

what do you think about this

[eiojads]

i have been in the mind set a couple of times, but i can never say that its beautiful beacuse if its true not doesnt matter(want is all perspective and i belive many people die in peace and love not frustation and saddness) but it is a statment said out of hate of himself or least the world around him and hate is never beautiful, sorry for taking so long to reply

but i love the lyrics it fits perfectly with the mood of the blog

[spaciekacie]

why havent you been writting any journals!