Heavens dead
"Ill take it all, arrows or guns"
Started my new job yesterday, well i guess its today. I'm working 3am till 6am. the people there are really nice and all but i thinkI'm gunna have a hard tiem fitting in. I'm scared that these tests are gunna be too hard for me to take. Getting 100%, memorizing all fo the sings for the airports. I think it's gunna be hard. But last night was all right. I unloaded trams and put packages on to a conveyor belt. It was pretty easy for the most part. I don't mind it. It's fucking up my scedule something feirce though. I know i can do it though. It can't be too hard. I wouldn't have been that dumb to overload myself would i? I sure hope not. We're hopefully moving into the apartment in 2 weeksish. Thats pretty cool. ANd i start school next month. Jesus its so much to do at once. I wish i could pause everything and just take a fucking rest. Although i guess thats what ive been doing for the entire summer. loafing. I hate myself for that. I should not be complaining now. Ive been delaying everything. So i knew this day would come. I knew i would be overwhelmed. Fuck. I really should go to bed, its 9 i have to wake up at 2. then pretty much work till 530 tomarrow afternoon. I hate being sceduled kiddy shows. Fucking 8am. I hope to god ricky isnt managing, I know . i'm not gunna be in the mood to deal with his shit. Not tomarrow. Not today. Well, i wish i could write more, but sleep is really nessecary. So i bid thee farwell, maybe after im done working at airnet ill finish this...