I may not be a very good artist, but deeply i enjoy what i do.

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

"iPad is thin. iPad is beautiful. iPad goes anywhere and lasts all day" Apple..... that's ad slogan fail. That doesn't make it sound like a feminine AT ALL.

i miss my TABA friends. Has it really been a decade since this all began?

i wanted to make a German pancake, but alas, no eggs *pout*

i want to look into cooking with lavender. i think it's a nice light flavor.

So i've started knitting a year ago, and now on to another fiber related habit... spinning. i think i enjoy spinning yarn more than i enjoy knitting it!

Why do stay at home mom's have to justify themselves, saying that they will work when the kids are in school? Why do people assume that i will work when the kids are in school? Why do they gasp and try and explain the error of my ways when i say that i don't intend to work when the kids are in school ( Read more... )

i really want to hurt myself today. This feeling SUCKS.

i am mostly stopping myself because i don't want to be healing when i go to visit family.

So, we have internet again. WOO. Actually, we've had internet for a little less than a month now. But I've been too busy catching up with friends to feel like posting. And frankly, I don't always know what to say. Right now I'm just posting to avoid going downstairs and cleaning. WOO. But I really need to, because if I don't my mom will start ( Read more... )