One Step Closer
Title: One Step Closer
Author: eiko_lotus
Length: One shot
Pairing: just look at the picture, they own my soul
Summary: I have spent everyday waiting for you
Warning: I don't know how to rate it, so please read with cautions.
English was not and never be my first language, so add another caution please... :)
This fic written to celebrate our Diva's birthday. The last to reach 30 in Arashi.
Happy Birthday to the most beautiful guy on earth. The marvelous Jun.
Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraid To fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
One think that Ohno Satoshi ever doubt is how his life will turned out to be. But tonight, when all those 24 hours hazel finally finish, no more promos, performances or practices, they at least could take a breath for a while before the concert hazel coming in. If ever he could chose another pattern in his life, he won't bother taking it. There are only five colors matter in his life. Blue, red, green, yellow and his beloved purple.
If anyone ever told him that he could find love in this world other than his mom's he would laugh at the person. He always said he never thought about love, but the truth is he was afraid to find one, afraid what will happen if the love he trusted betray him, how if it wasn't him that the other love, but it was his fame they after.
Until one day, he saw a gingerly boy, stood awkwardly beside him on a cruise ship in Hawaiian sea. The boy that always stood alone even though there were a lot of people around him. Oh how he had spent ten years looking at the boy turned into a fine young man, a lonely handsome fine young man.
And suddenly, in one hectic concert night, he got the strange feeling and for once he sure about one thing in his life. He don't want to live without the purple youngest in the group.
I have died everyday waiting for you Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more
He, who believe that his feeling would destroy what the five of them have built, trying to erase it, and everytime he tried, he died, over and over again. Without anyone realized, he made barrier around him, clapping his shell shut perfectly. Sure he sang, dance, act, and did his art amazingly, but that what he wanted people to see him while he only see the youngest in the group. His comment that only matter for him.
Ohno had stood there by the side, looking everyone in the group grow, including the dearest MatsuJun. He loves him. As absurd as it was but he loves him. He saw all the rage in Gokusen, the arrogant during Hanadan era, and all the confusion in between. But Ohno loves all part of him, however, he hid his true feeling behind the sleepy gaze.
He is the only one saw insecurities behind Domyouji snob, witnessing a broken Sawada even seeing a scary-cat, doubtful but caring and loving behind ‘the’ Matsumoto Jun where anybody fail to see it, not that anyone ever care to take another look behind the mask. Unlike anyone, Ohno loves every bit of what he could get to know behind the mask.
'what was the kiss for?' the guy confront him behind concert stage in kokuritsu, summer three years ago. Ohno remembered how he stared the taller with no words, but the question rang in his head. Why he kissed this guy in front of 70 thousand fans?
Ohno remembered he didn't answer the taller, instead, he stepped forward, and kissed the surprised thin lips instead of just the cheek. How the kiss was different with any fan service he had done. He never good with words but when they finally separated and he looked into the clear brown eyes above him, he knew he didn't want to let the other go and throughout all those blush and teary eyes, Ohno knew the other won't let him freed him either. He is his after all.
Time stands still beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything Take away What's standing in front of me Every breath, Every hour has come to this
One step closer
Now, time has not moving. After all the ups and downs they had been through, Ohno could feel relieve, the guy is totally his now. Exchanging vows to live together until death do them apart seemed just a dream away, dream that finally come true in front of Louvre.
Time seemed to stop for him, he lost count on how many ticks the clock had sound, how many time it hands had passed on the 12th. What he knew is the beautiful guy beneath him, writhed in pleasure as he sheathed himself inside him.
He drawn into the clear chocolate eyes, framed with long eyelashes. Oh how he wished he could always looked into those wonderful eyes. Getting lost in its depth as the guy stared back at him in awe. The Eyes that got darker and darker as they both feel pleasure and lust increasing within them.
Ohno stilled himself, not moving a single muscle, letting all his weight fall on his lower half, hand supported him on either side of the perfectly sculptured face. It was not because Jun need to adjust on his thickness nor he couldn’t fit himself within Jun, it was simply because Ohno wanted to savour every moment they were connected, regardless how many time it had done before. Ohno never felt enough to worship the well toned muscle body that his, and only his.
He let Jun’s hand traveled on him, touching, urging, holding, trying to melt themselves together. He leaned deeper until their upper body touched each other. Eyes never left.
One bite of Jun’s lips broke all his lose. Ohno lapped on the small blood seeped from torn lips, drank his thirst with the sweet flavor of Jun’s mouth, hungrily devouring the wet cavern, playing tongue wrestling with him while they both started their private dance together, synced one another, finding their own rhythm until both find satisfaction. Oh how Jun is the most beautiful creature he ever saw.
I have died everyday Waiting for you Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more.
In silent, Ohno stroked the bang out of his sleeping face. The calmed face when Jun no longer the world’s but his only. The one that only Ohno could always see. His baby had grown into an adult man, an amazing one that is.
Time, it has the answer to everything. Time, it has the power to change anything. But there is only one thing that time couldn’t ever touch, it was his love to the guy curled beside him. Time may made them aged, changing their appearances even strength but their love will always stay the same, if not even bigger. So time may come as it likes but they will always be together to welcome it. Time may have added another number in Jun’s life tomorrow, but he will be there for Jun, celebrating it coming with the rest of the band member. This year and the years that coming.
When the clock finally rang on exact midnight, Ohno whispered ever so slowly to the sleeping man, not intend to wake him since he wanted to see his expression first thing tomorrow morning when the diva saw their house covered with his painting, rage, arrogant, snob, bithcing, insecure, smiles, tears, all how Ohno saw him the past 15 years. His only words were “happy birthday Jun.”
One step closer One step closer
a.n.: Happy Birthday Princess, may you have all the happiness in life as you have given to us, your fans. Thank you for all the hard work to be sure that we could see how much you love us. Have a blast day today, and enjoy the bless with your beloved one, a.k.a. Ohchan.
Author: eiko_lotus
Length: One shot
Pairing: just look at the picture, they own my soul
Summary: I have spent everyday waiting for you
Warning: I don't know how to rate it, so please read with cautions.
English was not and never be my first language, so add another caution please... :)
This fic written to celebrate our Diva's birthday. The last to reach 30 in Arashi.
Happy Birthday to the most beautiful guy on earth. The marvelous Jun.
Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraid To fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
One think that Ohno Satoshi ever doubt is how his life will turned out to be. But tonight, when all those 24 hours hazel finally finish, no more promos, performances or practices, they at least could take a breath for a while before the concert hazel coming in. If ever he could chose another pattern in his life, he won't bother taking it. There are only five colors matter in his life. Blue, red, green, yellow and his beloved purple.
If anyone ever told him that he could find love in this world other than his mom's he would laugh at the person. He always said he never thought about love, but the truth is he was afraid to find one, afraid what will happen if the love he trusted betray him, how if it wasn't him that the other love, but it was his fame they after.
Until one day, he saw a gingerly boy, stood awkwardly beside him on a cruise ship in Hawaiian sea. The boy that always stood alone even though there were a lot of people around him. Oh how he had spent ten years looking at the boy turned into a fine young man, a lonely handsome fine young man.
And suddenly, in one hectic concert night, he got the strange feeling and for once he sure about one thing in his life. He don't want to live without the purple youngest in the group.
I have died everyday waiting for you Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more
He, who believe that his feeling would destroy what the five of them have built, trying to erase it, and everytime he tried, he died, over and over again. Without anyone realized, he made barrier around him, clapping his shell shut perfectly. Sure he sang, dance, act, and did his art amazingly, but that what he wanted people to see him while he only see the youngest in the group. His comment that only matter for him.
Ohno had stood there by the side, looking everyone in the group grow, including the dearest MatsuJun. He loves him. As absurd as it was but he loves him. He saw all the rage in Gokusen, the arrogant during Hanadan era, and all the confusion in between. But Ohno loves all part of him, however, he hid his true feeling behind the sleepy gaze.
He is the only one saw insecurities behind Domyouji snob, witnessing a broken Sawada even seeing a scary-cat, doubtful but caring and loving behind ‘the’ Matsumoto Jun where anybody fail to see it, not that anyone ever care to take another look behind the mask. Unlike anyone, Ohno loves every bit of what he could get to know behind the mask.
'what was the kiss for?' the guy confront him behind concert stage in kokuritsu, summer three years ago. Ohno remembered how he stared the taller with no words, but the question rang in his head. Why he kissed this guy in front of 70 thousand fans?
Ohno remembered he didn't answer the taller, instead, he stepped forward, and kissed the surprised thin lips instead of just the cheek. How the kiss was different with any fan service he had done. He never good with words but when they finally separated and he looked into the clear brown eyes above him, he knew he didn't want to let the other go and throughout all those blush and teary eyes, Ohno knew the other won't let him freed him either. He is his after all.
Time stands still beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything Take away What's standing in front of me Every breath, Every hour has come to this
One step closer
Now, time has not moving. After all the ups and downs they had been through, Ohno could feel relieve, the guy is totally his now. Exchanging vows to live together until death do them apart seemed just a dream away, dream that finally come true in front of Louvre.
Time seemed to stop for him, he lost count on how many ticks the clock had sound, how many time it hands had passed on the 12th. What he knew is the beautiful guy beneath him, writhed in pleasure as he sheathed himself inside him.
He drawn into the clear chocolate eyes, framed with long eyelashes. Oh how he wished he could always looked into those wonderful eyes. Getting lost in its depth as the guy stared back at him in awe. The Eyes that got darker and darker as they both feel pleasure and lust increasing within them.
Ohno stilled himself, not moving a single muscle, letting all his weight fall on his lower half, hand supported him on either side of the perfectly sculptured face. It was not because Jun need to adjust on his thickness nor he couldn’t fit himself within Jun, it was simply because Ohno wanted to savour every moment they were connected, regardless how many time it had done before. Ohno never felt enough to worship the well toned muscle body that his, and only his.
He let Jun’s hand traveled on him, touching, urging, holding, trying to melt themselves together. He leaned deeper until their upper body touched each other. Eyes never left.
One bite of Jun’s lips broke all his lose. Ohno lapped on the small blood seeped from torn lips, drank his thirst with the sweet flavor of Jun’s mouth, hungrily devouring the wet cavern, playing tongue wrestling with him while they both started their private dance together, synced one another, finding their own rhythm until both find satisfaction. Oh how Jun is the most beautiful creature he ever saw.
I have died everyday Waiting for you Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more.
In silent, Ohno stroked the bang out of his sleeping face. The calmed face when Jun no longer the world’s but his only. The one that only Ohno could always see. His baby had grown into an adult man, an amazing one that is.
Time, it has the answer to everything. Time, it has the power to change anything. But there is only one thing that time couldn’t ever touch, it was his love to the guy curled beside him. Time may made them aged, changing their appearances even strength but their love will always stay the same, if not even bigger. So time may come as it likes but they will always be together to welcome it. Time may have added another number in Jun’s life tomorrow, but he will be there for Jun, celebrating it coming with the rest of the band member. This year and the years that coming.
When the clock finally rang on exact midnight, Ohno whispered ever so slowly to the sleeping man, not intend to wake him since he wanted to see his expression first thing tomorrow morning when the diva saw their house covered with his painting, rage, arrogant, snob, bithcing, insecure, smiles, tears, all how Ohno saw him the past 15 years. His only words were “happy birthday Jun.”
One step closer One step closer
a.n.: Happy Birthday Princess, may you have all the happiness in life as you have given to us, your fans. Thank you for all the hard work to be sure that we could see how much you love us. Have a blast day today, and enjoy the bless with your beloved one, a.k.a. Ohchan.