a smile and pout from g4m
If you're gay or bi or a tripper (whatever the hell that's suppose to mean -- unable to walk without tripping?) or a true blue faghag you know what G4M stands for.
It's a meat and meet market for guys who are into guys (I won't even go to labelling anymore).
I've successfully siphoned out the cynicism and jadedness from my system except for the area that covers G4M or any related website. It's the online version of a dark alley for horny folks like me.
Until yesterday morning.
Below is the message history between me and this guy...
18 Mar 2008, 05:50
You: i like you just because you feed cats. =) good morning stranger
18 Mar 2008, 05:55
chatmate: the word stranger has a ticklish feeling to my ear ;)
hugs
18 Mar 2008, 05:56
You: one kalbo talking to another kalbo.
do you have a friendster account that i can view? =)
*me hugs back
18 Mar 2008, 05:57
chatmate: im not kalbo anymore ;)
inso_*****
18 Mar 2008, 05:59
You: aaww, =)
im not promoting my site, i'm promoting adele's song which I embedded on my page.
check it out and tell me what you think.
www.friendster.com/eijei27
18 Mar 2008, 06:00
chatmate: i have heard it and its on my multiply
chasing pavements
18 Mar 2008, 06:01
You: awww. soulmates. hahahaha.
heard of blue october?
18 Mar 2008, 06:01
You: btw, i think im having a blonde moment, i couldn't find your friendster page. ugh. blonde
18 Mar 2008, 06:03
chatmate: haha
inso*****@yahoo.com
or
/l*******
18 Mar 2008, 06:03
chatmate: not yet
almost lover by white frenzy?
;)
18 Mar 2008, 06:04
You: damnit.
just guessing here...
you liked the movie Closer?
18 Mar 2008, 06:06
chatmate: haven't watched it..
that was julia roberts? and jennifer?
with blue eyed guy?
18 Mar 2008, 06:07
You: that's something for me to google.
hmmm, the power of imagining does work. i'm getting more from this site than the usual crap.
not that am saying you're crap.
*this is me shutting up and googling white frenzy
18 Mar 2008, 06:08
You: yes.
watch it.
i don't want to generalize, but usually cynical urbanites tend to appreciate that film...that is if they're not in denial. hehe
18 Mar 2008, 06:09
chatmate: haha
you tube mo na...
haha.
i am crap.
18 Mar 2008, 06:10
chatmate: the love affair? embedded in lies?
haha. no thanks.
18 Mar 2008, 06:10
You: somebody here does need a hug.
*tight hug*
18 Mar 2008, 06:10
chatmate: huh?
why?
18 Mar 2008, 06:11
You: the love affair? embedded in lies?
haha. no thanks.
---> huwaat? Oh you mean the movie. Hehehe. told you i'm blonde pretending to be a bald brunette. lol.
just watch it. im not saying your life is like that or is gonna be like that/
18 Mar 2008, 06:12
chatmate: sure i will.
i love you black.
sweet naman ng bf niyo
18 Mar 2008, 06:16
You: im single. i should change my album pics.
you should read my blog..it sorta has an explanation. and I should stop imposing on cute strangers like you huh?
the song you mentioned, it's by Fine Frenzy?
18 Mar 2008, 06:18
chatmate: yeah i think. sorry about the white. haha.
imposing? hmmm. i can take that, i enjoy being inferior at times from handsome men. haha.
corny.
and im not cute although salamat.
how tall are you?
18 Mar 2008, 06:20
You: dude im just 27. i think this is a case of mutual admiration hehehe.
what did you mean by I love you black?
a) I inadvertantly said I loved you and you're saying I love you back.
b) You prefer dark men
c) I'm blonde.
18 Mar 2008, 06:22
chatmate: well im 20.
tssss.
what a turn on your older.. or i hope mature.
hugs.
i like you being you. you are true to yourself.
18 Mar 2008, 06:23
chatmate: oh wait i asked how high do you stand not age chief
18 Mar 2008, 06:25
You: and call it shallow but I like reading that you like me for me being myself. those words don't come as often as one would like when he gets older. trust me. we should meet. but not in the near future. i like this.
18 Mar 2008, 06:26
You: 5'7/ don't call me chief. that's what I call my boss. *ugh*
18 Mar 2008, 06:29
chatmate: hmm.
this is going to be erratic.
it always is but thank you.
18 Mar 2008, 06:30
chatmate: hermano then. haha.
im 5six
18 Mar 2008, 06:34
You: I know you're five-six. I actually read profiles. and i also check out the different tabs, hehehe.
btw, am loggin out.
view this vid
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFsijikUNtg
I would love to keep in touch with you but I don't want to give my cell num yet or get yours...just because I don't want this to be like the rest...quick to get and quick to forget. hehe.
lastly, fine frenzy is indeed fine. just like you.
drop me a line ok/
18 Mar 2008, 06:36
chatmate: drop you a line?
_________________________
i'm logging out too.
see you bitch.
SALaD
18 Mar 2008, 06:36
You: hehehe. you are corny.
and you called me a bitch.
*hugs*
see ya slut. kidding.
18 Mar 2008, 06:38
chatmate: im more of a flirt.
18 Mar 2008, 06:38
You: =(
that's the one thing I told my self I will avoid the day I become officially single.
18 Mar 2008, 06:41
chatmate: what?
being a flirt?
18 Mar 2008, 22:34
SALaD: im sad
19 Mar 2008, 04:22
You: don't be. i'll be posting our chat log on my blog just because I find it interesting and refreshing. =)