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i feel very alone. like, alone as in if i were to seriously tell someone i was thinking of committting suicide (not for reals people, just an example) i feel as if there would be no one who cared enough to sit with me and hold my hand and talk to me enough to change my mind. especially those people i care most about right now, who i might want to take that position for me.
just, nobody cares. i was thinking today, i am a woman without significance, who will pass through life unnoticed by the general human race. and now, who am i important to? maybe i just need to feel important.
i am a face, something pretty, who god forbid, mustnt stand out in her green shoes if she doesnt have a green shirt.
it has occured to me: i dont have a best friend. at least not a constant one, dependable
just, nobody cares. i was thinking today, i am a woman without significance, who will pass through life unnoticed by the general human race. and now, who am i important to? maybe i just need to feel important.
i am a face, something pretty, who god forbid, mustnt stand out in her green shoes if she doesnt have a green shirt.
it has occured to me: i dont have a best friend. at least not a constant one, dependable