A Not-So-Happy Mothers Day
The past few days have been good minus the minor blow to my self
esteem...I'm sure I'll get over it soon, like after I lose a pound or
two. I'm working out like, whoa, but I don't think its enough. I need
to do more, but its hard to get really, really, motivated when I feel
this crappy. I've been in a crabby mood for the past couple of days
too. It just sucks. I wish I just felt a little better about myself.
Everyone is talking about boyfriends or boys they like and it sucks
because I haven't had a boy look at me in almost a year. Not going to
lie, it doesn't help the self esteem issue at all. Not that I want to
date, I just want to know someone is looking...like I'm still worth
looking at. Oh well, all in due time, right?
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I wish I could skip it and go straight to Monday and just not think about it. But I can't do that. So I will think of it this way: at least shes better off. Of course, I'm not sure if I am, but only time will tell.
So Not-So-Happy Mother's Day. If any of you were moms, I would say be thankful you have your children, so I'll say be thankful you have your moms. They love you more than you can know...
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I wish I could skip it and go straight to Monday and just not think about it. But I can't do that. So I will think of it this way: at least shes better off. Of course, I'm not sure if I am, but only time will tell.
So Not-So-Happy Mother's Day. If any of you were moms, I would say be thankful you have your children, so I'll say be thankful you have your moms. They love you more than you can know...