alone in the office
well im at work, not doing anything particularly exciting. but for the first time in a while, i am alone in the office. sara called in sick and i hope she feels better. but now im lonely since my boss won't be here until after 12! when i first got here, it was kinda cool, it just being me in my boss and i's office, alone in my thoughts, but now its past that point and i feel like i need to talk to someone. im so lame, but today is kind of a tough day, since its october 1st and thinking back on september 1st, i was hoping to see my girl today, but thats not going to work out. there are too many things to think about, too many things to plan, but as complicated as it is, my love for her is not complicated. it has remained unchanged and has just increased and intensified during this month of toture. god when did i ever get to be such a drama queen. i complain every chance i get and whine about how much i miss her. im sure it gets so annoying but i figure that it can't get on anyone's nerves if i vent in my journal, since people can choose to read or not read it, its up to them if they want to listen to my rants. so, despite our current situation, i know we will see each other soon. i feel it in my heart and it doesn't lie.
i was driving to work, listening to such a variety of music, changing cds every few minutes, depending on my everchanging state of mind. i was listening to system of a down 1 second and then the new aimee mann cd the next. now if thats not 1 extreme to the next, i don't know what is. i can't help but love S.O.A.D, the lead singer, serj, seems like such an intelligent guy and he is all about being involved in political issues, like spreading the word about the armenian genocide, which has gone without mention for years but he makes a point to talk about it, not in a "i am on my soapbox and you must listen to me" kinda way, more like "hey, this happened, lets acknowledge it and not forget that shit like this happened in the past, lets make sure it doesn't happen again." look here for more info about important issues. check it out.
i know that just because he is a rock star, he can express his opinion and can be hailed as this god, but i don't see it as that. i don't put him above anyone else, but i just like the fact that he is using his fame for a good way. now, i don't know him personally at all. he could be a complete asshole, but from what i know about him, i respect him. there are too many rock cliches (how its all about sex and drugs) and seeing his passion about issues, i hope that he at least doesn't conform to that lifestyle fully. i like his honesty in his lyrics as well. okay im shutting up about him..i just felt like justifying my love of the band. i am probably falling into the exact trap this their publicist wants people to do. but i am not worshipping serj in any way, i just think he is a wise guy who happens to have a great voice, when he isn't screaming.. =)
okay im going to go surf the web, i mean do a lottt of important work
peace out
hehe by the way, here is a pic of serj
i was driving to work, listening to such a variety of music, changing cds every few minutes, depending on my everchanging state of mind. i was listening to system of a down 1 second and then the new aimee mann cd the next. now if thats not 1 extreme to the next, i don't know what is. i can't help but love S.O.A.D, the lead singer, serj, seems like such an intelligent guy and he is all about being involved in political issues, like spreading the word about the armenian genocide, which has gone without mention for years but he makes a point to talk about it, not in a "i am on my soapbox and you must listen to me" kinda way, more like "hey, this happened, lets acknowledge it and not forget that shit like this happened in the past, lets make sure it doesn't happen again." look here for more info about important issues. check it out.
i know that just because he is a rock star, he can express his opinion and can be hailed as this god, but i don't see it as that. i don't put him above anyone else, but i just like the fact that he is using his fame for a good way. now, i don't know him personally at all. he could be a complete asshole, but from what i know about him, i respect him. there are too many rock cliches (how its all about sex and drugs) and seeing his passion about issues, i hope that he at least doesn't conform to that lifestyle fully. i like his honesty in his lyrics as well. okay im shutting up about him..i just felt like justifying my love of the band. i am probably falling into the exact trap this their publicist wants people to do. but i am not worshipping serj in any way, i just think he is a wise guy who happens to have a great voice, when he isn't screaming.. =)
okay im going to go surf the web, i mean do a lottt of important work
peace out
hehe by the way, here is a pic of serj