thoughts, thoughts, and more thoughts
sitting here, alone on a monday night..wishing i was in my girl's arms, but knowing that im not. wishing that she would come up behind me, like she used to do and wrap her arms around me, feeling her breath on my neck. i miss moments like those. knowing that what happened this summer is no longer my reality but something i can remember so vividly yet it feels like years have gone by since i have last seen her. but ironically enough, it has only been 1 month, 1 month exacly today that i have been able to hold, kiss and look deep into her eyes. how depressing, how fucking sad. i have spend 1 month of my life without her, without seeing her first thing in the morning and last thing at night..im so sad right now. why do i have to be apart from my true love, my soulmate? how is that fair?