Jul 22, 2004 09:45
Man guys I am so glad that this came from inside me. At first I was trying to hard to write this then it just came from inside so easily. Once again this is just a poem and it DOES HELP so if you get offended O'well. This is how I feel and this is my journal and I can put up anything I feel is appropriate. Here goes. Constructive critsicm is wanted.
Needed to see myself
Advice fell on deaf ear
Not even YOU could steer me
From what YOU made so clear
Always getting lost IN YOUR EYES
As I know many people do
Wished everytime I did
YOU would be lost in mine to
YOU always seem to get away
When I thought feelings have grown
But when my dream is over
I always find myself alone
Finaly realize it was unhealthy
Thinking I could change YOUR FEELING
Not by being fake
But in YOUR EYES, being appealing
I have shown YOU ME
Now there's nothing I can do
Except move on and find
Someone who gets lost in me too.
I think the appropriate name for this poem is hopeless inspiration because the inspiration for the other ones was the thought of me with you. That was my inspiration and it IS hopeless and I can accept this now but I DON'T want ANYTHING to change. So if YOU don't let it, it won't so be you and I'll be me and we can continue as if nothing ever happend in my head. I'll see you soon. LUNCH BABY! PEACE OUT!