wednesday later
Soft Face. I started out thinking I'd do a soft background of a face and add pen lines to it later but now I'm thinking it might be done, just like this.
I found my Meals on Wheels experience today to be a lot like going to the Y was for me back in the day. The same kind of women. All nice women. Most of them wear makeup and newer nicer clothes. Very friendly. But I am A Weirdo Type. A nice weirdo but a weirdo nonetheless. I'm sure that after I get to know them better and they start to be individuals to me it'll be more comfortable. I am terrible about remembering people's names and I spent a lot of time trying to drill their names into my head to the point that was hard to concentrate on what anyone was saying, which was lots of chit chat amongst themselves. And I still can't remember their names! It was like what parties feel like to me. Social anxiety. I'm on the outside looking in. I was glad to jump into doing what needed done (check over, organize the bags and pass them out to the drivers) instead of having to attend to the chit chat. I do so much better socially when things are one to one.
The snow has arrived. The roads are wet but not slippery. Slush. Nothing else much on my agenda for the rest of the day. Just look out the window and watch the snow fall.