friday
The question today:
24 How would someone who doesn’t really like you describe you?
Gee, I don't really know - I'm not around people who will say such things. I could say how I describe myself when I don't like myself: lazy, selfish, ugly, old and unattractive, lumpy, mean, stupid and thoughtless, cruel, selfish (did I already mention selfish?). So yes, (you can see from the above) I do suffer depression. I have read that depression is anger turned inward. I think that is right many times for me. I'm angry about situations, angry at myself, angry at others. What do I do? Blame myself and go to bed and try to not exist for a while.
Enough of that.
Today I'm not feeling that well anyway. Maybe I'm fighting off the sickness that is going around. Rossy didn't go to school today - still has a temp. He says all his friends are off sick right now too. I just feel extra tired and have a lower stomach ache. Blaa.
Hazel is staying with her mom for a few days. I miss her but it's also nice to have the house to ourselves. I won't have to worry about making noise today while she sleeps. Though I will probably just go back to bed after I write this. I'm planning a pajama day.
24 How would someone who doesn’t really like you describe you?
Gee, I don't really know - I'm not around people who will say such things. I could say how I describe myself when I don't like myself: lazy, selfish, ugly, old and unattractive, lumpy, mean, stupid and thoughtless, cruel, selfish (did I already mention selfish?). So yes, (you can see from the above) I do suffer depression. I have read that depression is anger turned inward. I think that is right many times for me. I'm angry about situations, angry at myself, angry at others. What do I do? Blame myself and go to bed and try to not exist for a while.
Enough of that.
Today I'm not feeling that well anyway. Maybe I'm fighting off the sickness that is going around. Rossy didn't go to school today - still has a temp. He says all his friends are off sick right now too. I just feel extra tired and have a lower stomach ache. Blaa.
Hazel is staying with her mom for a few days. I miss her but it's also nice to have the house to ourselves. I won't have to worry about making noise today while she sleeps. Though I will probably just go back to bed after I write this. I'm planning a pajama day.