Goodbye
Well tonight was the going away party for that girl Becky I'd been interested in. She has decided to move to Italy to do her PHD (location of absentee boyfriend). I did the right thing I know by not pursuing her. Tonight at her party she gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek and I asked her if I had done the right thing by being so right, she seemed distraught but in the end she said that she didn't know. Maybe the whole thing was in my head. It is certainly possible, but I really liked her and she was really my first "crush" since Renee. Time to move on I guess...