aghhhhhh i cant wait to get home so i can start working out and getting back into shape. i feel so awful lately. dont know if its that noticable to others but its really noticable to me and ughhh. yeah. i wore this dress recently
and it still fit i guess, but it didnt feel comfortable. i hate hate hate feeling like this. granted i am kinda torn about graduating - some days i cant freakin wait and other days it makes me really sad - but that is one very good thing about coming home.. more time to get in shape. we're leaving to go on a cruise on June 28th i believe.. i'm gonna try to lose 20 lbs by then (more after that).. i know i can do it. yay.