Mar 08, 2011 23:03
yes because that is what older sisters are meant for
not sure why i like to torture myself with this junk
i'd like to cry but i have no tears to spare
i'd never puposely kill myself, but there are times i just wish i could stop existing at all, or just exist in peace
i don't feel like i'm gonna get to go where i want to go, and that's what hurts the most
or that i'll go to a place of suffering before that
oh god i need help
now i'm crying
i need help