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okay, let's be real here for a second.
you are a human being with feelings and thoughts and sometimes they conflict
that is totally normal and fine
i think i crave attention too much, and because i don't know the proper ways to get it i tend to go about doing this whole shenanigin the wrong way
i have grown increasingly aware of how cut off i am from basic human interaction. spending that time with my sister and her friend was fun for me. it felt natural and good. then i came back to the reality of what is happening in the world.
you are a human being with feelings and thoughts and sometimes they conflict
that is totally normal and fine
i think i crave attention too much, and because i don't know the proper ways to get it i tend to go about doing this whole shenanigin the wrong way
i have grown increasingly aware of how cut off i am from basic human interaction. spending that time with my sister and her friend was fun for me. it felt natural and good. then i came back to the reality of what is happening in the world.