[mood|
sick]
[music| carbon leaf - the war was in color]
ugh. i'm sick. it only seems the right way to start out the school year. along with lying to your counselors face. my bad. he did call my mom about that but didn't do anything else. i feel bad though. i need him on my side. i NEED to be there for mr. forward. mr. f even went as far as to leave me a funny message telling me how to suck up to mr. parker. thanks dude.
i keep having dreams about cinnamon rolls. and this kid david hand. i've only met him twice but he appeared in my dream with my brother and i yelled, "what the hell are you doing with my brother?" he shrugged and told me to get in the car with them. i did. only because all the cinnamon rolls in the house were either burnt or three centimeters wide.
i don't even wanna think about the stuff i'm missing at school. its hard to stay positive when i'm dreading going back to school. the only reason why i would want to go back is so i can go out this weekend and hang out at morning star. i love the people there. not so just b/c jt goes there but his friends are amazing as well. they keep me happy by serenading me with neil diamond.
then there was that party friday night. jody and i show up and see kids from school. everyone was really drunk and angry. they all kept asking eachother," whens the next keg coming?" to which someone would respond,"it's on it's way. don't worry!" we chilled outside for a while pestering sam waite and clark osmar. we decided to go out front to see who was there and thats when we ran into alex. alex chamberlin.
thankfully he was able to take us home. well jody drove actually. after some sweet smoke and a horrible kiss i was exhausted. what a night. a rockford party in east town. it was magnificent.