am i dieing? is this like a sign?
i should minus well die..i mean the pain in unbearable anymore. my mom thinks im having panic attacks but i not scared or anything. i cant have chocolate or soda or icecream anymore. i have already gone through blood tests, an E.P.G. which measures heart activity, and now im wearing a pacemaker monitor ( which is for people who r in there like 50s). i constantly have chest pains, shortness of breathe, and im always dizzy. i have only told some people about this..and i already feel like im complaining..i mean people dont want to listen to my problems cause i mean no one cares about them..ecept me of course. i feel like im am going to die. like i cant sleep at night. my heart SKIPS beats for cryin out loud. i mean people will tell me that im not going to die caitlin your fine..but the thing is u cant say that..because u dont no that. well if i do die.. i guess it will be better for me.