I should have done this a LONG time ago!
I officially have medical insurance. Yes, I know! I put it off for a very long time. I got myself Kaiser and Delta Dental, which is only $19 extra per month.
I guess the better news would be that I have been on Zoloft for about two months now and I feel great! I should have done this a long time ago. I had been on Zoloft back in the early 90's. It worked for me and I am glad to be back on it. I feel balanced and happy and have a much better attitude. I don't take things to heart like I used to. I don't get angry as I used to. It's really a great feeling! =o)
Catherine and I are doing great. We are so happy together and for the first time, ever, I feel loved. I am not saying I was not loved in my other relationships. All I mean is that I can feel the love she holds for me. Maybe I am more willing and able to see it now then I used to be. She treats me wonderfully and I love her very much.
Yesterday we went to the Castro Street Fair with two of our friends. We had a blast. It was 89 in the City and at one point, Cat had to sit down because she felt sick from the heat. We bought a few things and had a nice lunch. When we got back to her house we had dinner and by mistake, I took a regular soda instead of diet. I didn't realize it was regular (which is weird because usually I always know) I went into a major sugar shock! Because of my surgery, I am unable to consume a lot of sugar at one time. After downing the whole can, I felt like I was going to die! I fell asleep for about an hour and when I woke up, I felt much better. We watched a movie, then just talked for a while. It was a great weekend.
So, I am no longer ashamed of the thought of medication to keep me balanced. It is what I need, and I will stay on it. I like myself much better now and am happy to say that other people like me better too. =o)
I guess the better news would be that I have been on Zoloft for about two months now and I feel great! I should have done this a long time ago. I had been on Zoloft back in the early 90's. It worked for me and I am glad to be back on it. I feel balanced and happy and have a much better attitude. I don't take things to heart like I used to. I don't get angry as I used to. It's really a great feeling! =o)
Catherine and I are doing great. We are so happy together and for the first time, ever, I feel loved. I am not saying I was not loved in my other relationships. All I mean is that I can feel the love she holds for me. Maybe I am more willing and able to see it now then I used to be. She treats me wonderfully and I love her very much.
Yesterday we went to the Castro Street Fair with two of our friends. We had a blast. It was 89 in the City and at one point, Cat had to sit down because she felt sick from the heat. We bought a few things and had a nice lunch. When we got back to her house we had dinner and by mistake, I took a regular soda instead of diet. I didn't realize it was regular (which is weird because usually I always know) I went into a major sugar shock! Because of my surgery, I am unable to consume a lot of sugar at one time. After downing the whole can, I felt like I was going to die! I fell asleep for about an hour and when I woke up, I felt much better. We watched a movie, then just talked for a while. It was a great weekend.
So, I am no longer ashamed of the thought of medication to keep me balanced. It is what I need, and I will stay on it. I like myself much better now and am happy to say that other people like me better too. =o)