i wanna be a rap superstar and live large.
Well, I am bored and at work so I figured I'd keep this going because I started yesterday. I'm afraid I have dug myself into a hole with someone and quite frankly I'm scared I will not be able to get out of it. Yep, I have to give it up haha. I feel bad though, this kid has been trying to do something with me four about four years now and I keep finding excuses to shoot him down, but last night I gave up. So, now I'm screwed and I may have to venture into a place I've been successfully avoiding for a long long time. Oh well though, I'm sure I can manage my own, but I just feel bad is all. Haha.
In other, not so exciting news, class was class today. I didn't get my daily wake up call from Scott, so I was late waking up. I made it to english on time though. We didn't talk about much, just the book we got done reading last week. I sat in poli sci long enough to get my midterm grade, then left and ate lunch with Nicole and Gia. Chilled in my room until two, which was philosophy. I sat there thinking about the beach today. Thats about it.
Ate dinner after class with Nicole and Kimmie. Went back to the room only to have the fire alarm go off for a half hour. Then came to work at 5. I don't do much at work, just some myspace surverys and text messages. Its a dead end job. Yep, you can tell I'm bored.
I wish I had something interesting to write about other than how much I hate school and miss my friends. I'm happy that it's spring. I just realized last night the two kids that I wouldn't mind marrying, like forreal. I just happened to be thinking about the one person I could never get over and I started thinking about the one person that I thought I'd never be attracted to in anyway, and I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with either of them. It's weird, but I think about stuff like that nowadays and I don't know why. I guess because I have a lot of time to think.
For one, I never thought I'd ever want to get married, but the thought of spending the rest of my life with just one person kind of struck me as pretty cool. Imagine all the shit we could do together ya know? No, you don't know because only I understand the unusual way I think. I'm still on the fence about kids though hah.
If I had the choice though, I'd live in a house with all my boys for the rest of my life. We wouldn't get married to anyone, we'd just chill, maybe pop out some kids to play with and just keep it real haha. That would be a pretty sweet life I'm not gonna lie.
While I'm at it, it'd be cool to have a boyfriend, sure, but the way I look at it is I spend all my time with guys that are like my boyfriends in a way aha. So there is no point in wasting my time finding someone to treat me like all my guy friends do, because I'd have to introduce him to them and overall, if they don't like him I'd probably tell him to bounce. So I'll just fuck my fellas for the rest of my life haha. Those would be interesting kids hahahha.
And also while I'm at it, it seems like all the guys that 'like me' only text me to find out how many guys I've had sex with or what I can 'do to them' in bed. Fuck you shithole. My business is my business first off, and secondly, if you like me you should please me to keep me around haha. I hate that shit it's so annoying. I guess only morons like me. Awesome.
For some reason I'm writing shit I never would, but I'm that kind of mood today. I guess. I don't know, I need a beer or something. AH! I know, school made me into more of a girl. Thats it. ew.
It's at this point that I'm glad no one reads live journal anymore hah because I know damn well I'm not deleting anything I just wrote. Yeppp well. Snood time.
In other, not so exciting news, class was class today. I didn't get my daily wake up call from Scott, so I was late waking up. I made it to english on time though. We didn't talk about much, just the book we got done reading last week. I sat in poli sci long enough to get my midterm grade, then left and ate lunch with Nicole and Gia. Chilled in my room until two, which was philosophy. I sat there thinking about the beach today. Thats about it.
Ate dinner after class with Nicole and Kimmie. Went back to the room only to have the fire alarm go off for a half hour. Then came to work at 5. I don't do much at work, just some myspace surverys and text messages. Its a dead end job. Yep, you can tell I'm bored.
I wish I had something interesting to write about other than how much I hate school and miss my friends. I'm happy that it's spring. I just realized last night the two kids that I wouldn't mind marrying, like forreal. I just happened to be thinking about the one person I could never get over and I started thinking about the one person that I thought I'd never be attracted to in anyway, and I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with either of them. It's weird, but I think about stuff like that nowadays and I don't know why. I guess because I have a lot of time to think.
For one, I never thought I'd ever want to get married, but the thought of spending the rest of my life with just one person kind of struck me as pretty cool. Imagine all the shit we could do together ya know? No, you don't know because only I understand the unusual way I think. I'm still on the fence about kids though hah.
If I had the choice though, I'd live in a house with all my boys for the rest of my life. We wouldn't get married to anyone, we'd just chill, maybe pop out some kids to play with and just keep it real haha. That would be a pretty sweet life I'm not gonna lie.
While I'm at it, it'd be cool to have a boyfriend, sure, but the way I look at it is I spend all my time with guys that are like my boyfriends in a way aha. So there is no point in wasting my time finding someone to treat me like all my guy friends do, because I'd have to introduce him to them and overall, if they don't like him I'd probably tell him to bounce. So I'll just fuck my fellas for the rest of my life haha. Those would be interesting kids hahahha.
And also while I'm at it, it seems like all the guys that 'like me' only text me to find out how many guys I've had sex with or what I can 'do to them' in bed. Fuck you shithole. My business is my business first off, and secondly, if you like me you should please me to keep me around haha. I hate that shit it's so annoying. I guess only morons like me. Awesome.
For some reason I'm writing shit I never would, but I'm that kind of mood today. I guess. I don't know, I need a beer or something. AH! I know, school made me into more of a girl. Thats it. ew.
It's at this point that I'm glad no one reads live journal anymore hah because I know damn well I'm not deleting anything I just wrote. Yeppp well. Snood time.