ahh yes a day in the life

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so another start of another week at school. i haven't been as upset as the last two weeks, but i still would much rather be home. i started going to the gym and it is very refreshing and it helps pass the time much faster than watching tv all day. i spent my first weekend here, alone. it was alright. i talked to scott all friday night which made me feel better. saturday janine called me with good news. but i spent the night watching movies. which was alright. and yesterday i spent all morning talking to janine. that took my mind away from the fact that it was the first sunday dinner i missed. upsetting, yes, but yesterday i was busy. i did my laundry and watched the eagles. ridiculous game. and i also felt like i was going to get shot because i was wearing an eagles shirt in new york and we were playing the giants. it's straight though..i stood strong. yeah all i have to do is get through another week and then friday i'm getting my ass on a train and heading home. my birthday is on sunday see. and i would much rather spend it with my family and friends than with people i really don't care for at all. i haven't eaten in two days which isn't good at all. but right now i'm having an apple sauce cup.
i miss all my friends. i miss being able to wake up and chill all day then just go out and get drunk with all the people i love. the summer of 2006 was one of the best summers i've ever had because i met people that actually mean something to me. lisa met people that she will be close friends with, still, when were all grown up with little lisa babies. there was not a dull day this summer. even when there was nothing to do at all, we made the best of the boredom. i'm glad i had a good summer because it gives me something to look foward to when i come home.