new life

[eelm]

so i'm at school in long island now. it's not all it's cracked up to be. i mean the school is beautiful and classes haven't started yet, but my roomates are idiots. not my flava of kool-aid at all. the one wants to move out, which would be awesome because then that would mean i have a room to myself. but i still have a suite with two other girls. the one is cool because she's never here. and the other is trying so hard to fit in. wonderful. but yeah i've been couped up in my room for a day and a half mainly because i don't feel like walking around, but oh well i will later on in the day because i have to find all the buildings where my classes are. im going to buy a hoodie. there's a bbq later too. all the upperclassmen are moving in today. so i'll scope out some butt. i don't know, it's just really different than what i'm used to but i'm sure i'll get used to being on my own. i think it'll be better when classes start tomorrow because then i can meet people that are like me. haha not obsessed with what they wear and how much they fucking eat. they're ridiculous. i need me some nerds and kids that drink beer not vodka. yeah shit'll change real soon for me.

so i'll be home in two weeks for my birthday and then the week after for the comedy show at the firehouse. yeah we'll see if i last until then. i miss scott and murph, they actually got me through shit. and janine that cuntbag didn't even help move me in. oh well. sigh.

i didn't cry though. that's a plus.