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Body
What insecurities do you have about your appearance? im ugly
If you could change one thing about your face, what would it be? i dunno
If you could change one thing about your body, what would it be? my lovehandles
Do you ever compare your physical self to other people? yeah, other dudes that are hot
Does your appearance hold you back? Nope.
Soul
Do you believe in God? im wiccan
Who do you believe God is? the leader of christian, muslim and jewish belief
Why are we here? i ask myself that question
Where did the world come from? a big explosion
Is there both good and evil? Yes
Which do you prefer? Both.
Do you wish you were more spiritual? sortakinda
What is the key religious experience in your life? Conversion, etc? None.
Where are you going when you die? Next to Maya.
Are you sure? Yes.
If you died right now, what regrets would you have? Many.
What do you believe a God wants you to do in life? I don't care what he WANTS me to do.
Do you believe things happen for a reason? Yes.
Is it just fate and luck or are there miracles and Divine Providence? yeah i guess
What steps do you take now to become more spiritual? nothin
Heart
Do you believe in love? Yes
Are you in love? Yes
How do you know? because she makes everthing allright, even if nothing else is going my way, it doesnt matter. i would do anything for her to be happy, no matter what it is. thats how i know.
If you're in love, with whom? Maya
What initially drew you to that person? she helped me through a time in my life when everyone would have just thrown me aside.
Were they what you expected? Better than what I expected. she is the most amazing person on this planet
What about the person disappointed you? Nothing.
What about them was a pleasant surprise? That she loves me.
Are you truly happy with them? Yes I am.
If you could change one thing about their face, what would it be? nothing. she has a beautiful face
If you could change one thing about their body, what would it be? nothing.
What about them annoys you? Nothing.
What about them makes you happy? she is like soo perfect, and she tells me she loves me alot. just her voice can make everything bad go away.
Could you love this person forever? Yes. And I plan to.
Are you sure? Yes.
Do you trust them? Yes
What doubts do you have about them? None.
Is it really love, or is it lust or infatuation or a mere fantasy? It's love.
Would you do anything for them? Yes.
Even die for them? Yes
Do you even really know them? Yes.
Mind and Spirit
Do you feel free? no, my parents are fucking christian conservative bastards
What makes you depressed? like if i loose a friend, or i think maya is mad at me or not talking to her for more than a few days.
What drives you nuts? My parents, people who are rude to my friends, people who pick on weaker people, preps, arrogant people.
What stresses you out? when i have a problem but everyone else is pushing me aside. why should vinny try to help his BEST FRIEND.
Do you think you need therapy? yah, but i aint goin to therapy
Do you think you need Divine help? yes lets pray and ask for these christian questions to leave me alone!!!! ;)
What relaxes you? maya, music, an extremely huge thunderstorm and sitting out on the porch swing watching it
Who can you totally be yourself around? maya, vinny, matt, jon, heaven, vamp, allysa.
Do you believe you have a spiritual gift? yah, but its a story for another time
If so, what? what did i just say? prick!
Do you believe in ghosts and spirits? yah
Have you seen or felt any? yah.
Talked to any? yah
Do you believe in "mind over matter"? um yah
Do you feel you could be more benevolent to others? definatley
What social problems do you feel led to help correct? liars. hypocrites. bush.
What colors relax you? like the color of the shallows in the gulf of mexico, tropical colors.
What blocks your concentration? maya & Music.
What do you think about a lot? maya, friends, how to help out friends when their sad or somethings wrong
who do you think about a lot? maya & others.
Any bad memories that haunt you? Spill it? Lots, and no, I'm not spilling.
Deep, dark secret you've never told anybody? Yes, my friends.
Biggest fear? Losing maya or vinny or matt or jon.
Hardest things you've had to overcome? moving to KY, breakups
Where did your strength come from? maya, and my other friends
Who relies on you? Lots of people.
Who do you feel spiritually connected to? maya, Lots of people.
What makes you feel totally broken and hurt? when people turn their back on me or stab me in the back
Are you honest with the person you are closest to? Yes.
What do you feel guilty about? Lots of stuff.
What confessions would put your mind at ease? Lots.
Do only the strong survive? no, im weak mentally
Future
Where do you see yourself in 5 years (location)? i dont know. somewhere with maya and my other friends
Who do you see yourself with? Ethan
What do you see yourself doing?
Are you happy? Yeah
Are you in love? Yeah
Are you loved? Yes
Would you cheat on the person you loved? Hell no. i would kill myself and damn my soul befor i did.
What if they cheated on you? I know she wouldn't.
Would you want children? How many? Yes, at least a son and a daughter.
Pets? What kind and how many? kittys, and two small dogs!
What would you want to do besides work? Be the best person I can be.
How would you spend time with the one you love? Lots of ways.
How would you spend time with your kids? take em to concerts, and stuff... i'd try to be the best dad on the planet. i would do the opposite of what my parents do, because i hate how i turned out. i want them to be those kids that u see riding an ATV around a dirt track when their 11 years old. i havent even road an ATV...
What insecurities do you have about your appearance? im ugly
If you could change one thing about your face, what would it be? i dunno
If you could change one thing about your body, what would it be? my lovehandles
Do you ever compare your physical self to other people? yeah, other dudes that are hot
Does your appearance hold you back? Nope.
Soul
Do you believe in God? im wiccan
Who do you believe God is? the leader of christian, muslim and jewish belief
Why are we here? i ask myself that question
Where did the world come from? a big explosion
Is there both good and evil? Yes
Which do you prefer? Both.
Do you wish you were more spiritual? sortakinda
What is the key religious experience in your life? Conversion, etc? None.
Where are you going when you die? Next to Maya.
Are you sure? Yes.
If you died right now, what regrets would you have? Many.
What do you believe a God wants you to do in life? I don't care what he WANTS me to do.
Do you believe things happen for a reason? Yes.
Is it just fate and luck or are there miracles and Divine Providence? yeah i guess
What steps do you take now to become more spiritual? nothin
Heart
Do you believe in love? Yes
Are you in love? Yes
How do you know? because she makes everthing allright, even if nothing else is going my way, it doesnt matter. i would do anything for her to be happy, no matter what it is. thats how i know.
If you're in love, with whom? Maya
What initially drew you to that person? she helped me through a time in my life when everyone would have just thrown me aside.
Were they what you expected? Better than what I expected. she is the most amazing person on this planet
What about the person disappointed you? Nothing.
What about them was a pleasant surprise? That she loves me.
Are you truly happy with them? Yes I am.
If you could change one thing about their face, what would it be? nothing. she has a beautiful face
If you could change one thing about their body, what would it be? nothing.
What about them annoys you? Nothing.
What about them makes you happy? she is like soo perfect, and she tells me she loves me alot. just her voice can make everything bad go away.
Could you love this person forever? Yes. And I plan to.
Are you sure? Yes.
Do you trust them? Yes
What doubts do you have about them? None.
Is it really love, or is it lust or infatuation or a mere fantasy? It's love.
Would you do anything for them? Yes.
Even die for them? Yes
Do you even really know them? Yes.
Mind and Spirit
Do you feel free? no, my parents are fucking christian conservative bastards
What makes you depressed? like if i loose a friend, or i think maya is mad at me or not talking to her for more than a few days.
What drives you nuts? My parents, people who are rude to my friends, people who pick on weaker people, preps, arrogant people.
What stresses you out? when i have a problem but everyone else is pushing me aside. why should vinny try to help his BEST FRIEND.
Do you think you need therapy? yah, but i aint goin to therapy
Do you think you need Divine help? yes lets pray and ask for these christian questions to leave me alone!!!! ;)
What relaxes you? maya, music, an extremely huge thunderstorm and sitting out on the porch swing watching it
Who can you totally be yourself around? maya, vinny, matt, jon, heaven, vamp, allysa.
Do you believe you have a spiritual gift? yah, but its a story for another time
If so, what? what did i just say? prick!
Do you believe in ghosts and spirits? yah
Have you seen or felt any? yah.
Talked to any? yah
Do you believe in "mind over matter"? um yah
Do you feel you could be more benevolent to others? definatley
What social problems do you feel led to help correct? liars. hypocrites. bush.
What colors relax you? like the color of the shallows in the gulf of mexico, tropical colors.
What blocks your concentration? maya & Music.
What do you think about a lot? maya, friends, how to help out friends when their sad or somethings wrong
who do you think about a lot? maya & others.
Any bad memories that haunt you? Spill it? Lots, and no, I'm not spilling.
Deep, dark secret you've never told anybody? Yes, my friends.
Biggest fear? Losing maya or vinny or matt or jon.
Hardest things you've had to overcome? moving to KY, breakups
Where did your strength come from? maya, and my other friends
Who relies on you? Lots of people.
Who do you feel spiritually connected to? maya, Lots of people.
What makes you feel totally broken and hurt? when people turn their back on me or stab me in the back
Are you honest with the person you are closest to? Yes.
What do you feel guilty about? Lots of stuff.
What confessions would put your mind at ease? Lots.
Do only the strong survive? no, im weak mentally
Future
Where do you see yourself in 5 years (location)? i dont know. somewhere with maya and my other friends
Who do you see yourself with? Ethan
What do you see yourself doing?
Are you happy? Yeah
Are you in love? Yeah
Are you loved? Yes
Would you cheat on the person you loved? Hell no. i would kill myself and damn my soul befor i did.
What if they cheated on you? I know she wouldn't.
Would you want children? How many? Yes, at least a son and a daughter.
Pets? What kind and how many? kittys, and two small dogs!
What would you want to do besides work? Be the best person I can be.
How would you spend time with the one you love? Lots of ways.
How would you spend time with your kids? take em to concerts, and stuff... i'd try to be the best dad on the planet. i would do the opposite of what my parents do, because i hate how i turned out. i want them to be those kids that u see riding an ATV around a dirt track when their 11 years old. i havent even road an ATV...