Why?

[edyohyuuri]

I always had a dream
To live my life happily
But then, I always wanted to scream
And realized, it cannot be acquired that easily.

I always say to my mind,
“Why? Why can’t I be happy?”
I am striving so hard to unwind
Yet, I feel so lonely.

Happy and lonely, words that rhyme
But very opposite in meaning
I think that what can help me is time
So I can erase this feeling.

I wish I can reach my dream someday
To reach it, I will compete
But if destiny will not go my way
I will accept it.