Figuring out a few things!!!!
Ok! i realized that im too nice of a person to keep my mouth shut especially if something mean is said about a good friend. but all i ever do is hurt ppl by telling them the truth. y am i always the messenger of bad news? is that my fate as a predictor of doom, to also be the barrer of bad news too? i like to be completely honest with my friends but i realized that i only hurt ppl when i do this. so to protect my friends and myself im not gonna say shit anymore. im just gonna sit back and let things just happen. which also leads me to another subject.
CameraMan! I'm not letting anything ruin this. i really like him and he seems to like me back. so "F" everyone else i wanna be happy. i deserve this. keeping all ur secrets and down-talking of ppl, i just wanna have fun and enjoy life without having to stop and think about every lil detail. after a life without love i need to see if its possible i can actually feel again. and enjoy and trust the opposite sex. ok? i love u all still but plz just let me enjoy this even if u have mean things to say or warnings.
okies now back to enjoying life. Having lots of new lovers is awesome. ill put up some pix. cuz i know u all r dying to see even tho the only ones that read this were in them or saw them. lmao.
i just realized i love taking pix i mean not just fun ones but like scenery and everything. and my dad says im good at it too. but then he is my dad. and hes suppose to say that. but it just makes me happy and stuff. well let me know what u think. kk? much appreciated. heres japan at the botanical gardens. luv ya lots. ttyl bye bies
CameraMan! I'm not letting anything ruin this. i really like him and he seems to like me back. so "F" everyone else i wanna be happy. i deserve this. keeping all ur secrets and down-talking of ppl, i just wanna have fun and enjoy life without having to stop and think about every lil detail. after a life without love i need to see if its possible i can actually feel again. and enjoy and trust the opposite sex. ok? i love u all still but plz just let me enjoy this even if u have mean things to say or warnings.
okies now back to enjoying life. Having lots of new lovers is awesome. ill put up some pix. cuz i know u all r dying to see even tho the only ones that read this were in them or saw them. lmao.
i just realized i love taking pix i mean not just fun ones but like scenery and everything. and my dad says im good at it too. but then he is my dad. and hes suppose to say that. but it just makes me happy and stuff. well let me know what u think. kk? much appreciated. heres japan at the botanical gardens. luv ya lots. ttyl bye bies